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OPEN // october post-mission log

CHARACTERS: James T. Kirk & you!
LOCATION: Around the station
DATE: second half of October
CONTENT: post-mission stuff: training/sparring, space lessons, drawing, attempts at cooking, all the while pretending he hasn't been shot
WARNINGS: none for now, will update if need be

INFIRMARY ➢ CLOSED to Erik

[ Adrenaline has been fueling his body for a while now, having allowed him to power through the gunshot wound he took to his shoulder during the heist. It's not looking too bad either, but he definitely lost some blood, and the area around the injury is swollen and aching. He's also looking a little paler than usual, which at this point is to be expected.

He's making a good job of acting as though it doesn't bother him much, though. Behind pressed lips, he grits his teeth while he gets the wound cleaned and bandaged, while he's told that he needs to wait for a little longer before anyone can stitch it up properly, or heal it altogether. He doesn't complain, just nods in agreement, then leans back on the bed, preparing himself to wait for a while until anyone can check his injury. ]

WORK OUT THE STRESS ➢ OPEN

[ Working out is quite possibly not the brightest idea he's had so far, but also: it's been almost a week now, and Jim is absolutely done with sitting around taking it easy. His shoulder is still sore, but at this point he doesn't really care anymore. He can power through it, he's dealt with much worse than this.

So he's made it to the training room, where he's going through a few individual training exercises. He might be doing something more active like HITT training or boxing moves, or other times he'll be going through various yoga positions, which help him with the soreness on his shoulder. On occasion he will be likely looking like he's struggling, but good luck having him admit to that. ]

SPACE LESSONS ➢ OPEN

[ Now back on the station, Jim plans to resume the classes he's offered to anyone who wants to learn more about space. He's contacted anyone who's shown interest, has invited everyone to spread the word if anyone else wants to show up, and he's also put together some reading material on basics of space, how it divides into galaxies and solar systems, how orbits work, what kinds of astronomical objects there are. With questions about how people don't "fall off planets", he has also included a bit of information about gravity, and he's now at the mess hall at an arranged time, with a few books and tablets where he and whoever shows up can go through some information. ]

KITCHEN NIGHTMARE ➢ OPEN

[ So, Jim technically doesn't know how to cook. That said, he's been trying to learn. Mostly on his own, relying on recipes he finds and tips and tricks he's learned from reading, but he's quickly realizing that putting theory to practice is pretty tricky when it comes to cooking.

At least he hasn't set fire to the kitchen yet, but he may be struggling a little between something frying, some batter he's got that looks somewhat overbeat, or just cursing while he tries to disperse a small cloud of smoke that emerges when he opens the oven door. ]

Damn it...

HERE COMES THE SUN ➢ OPEN

[ The sunlight room is another place Jim enjoys visiting, during this downtime. He has with him a sketchbook and some drawing supplies, and finding a quiet spot to sit, he entertains himself sketching various things. Whether the scenery he has here, or other things from memory, like his ship; on occasion he may be even trying to draw simple portraits of people he knows, both from home and from the station. He's pretty immersed in it, but he will welcome any company, and he's quick to offer a small smile when approached. ]

Have a seat, if you want.

WILDCARD! ➢ OPEN

[ Would you like to run into Jim anywhere else on the station? Feel free to pull out your wildcard and write a starter of your own! ]

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[ Luckily Jim isn't planning on running laps around anyone, or beating any kind of record. In tighter workout gear, he's been keeping his run to a light jogging, both around the training room and through the various hallways of the station, something that helps him both stay active and just not think about anything for a while.

It's how he ends up running into Blue, spotting him from a distance, concerned when he sees the way that he's propping his weight up against a wall with a shaky hand. ]

Blue! [ He calls out, picking up pace to make it there faster. He reaches out, but doesn't quite touch him, hands just hovering. ] Are you alright?

[it's good to get pulled out of his own head in a moment like this, even if it is startling. Blue holds his latest breath, then straightens up a bit, lifting his head and turning his head to peer over his shoulder.]

Hello, James. [just a murmur, best he can do aloud.] I'm not...in any danger. [his mouth tugs briefly before he turns his head to look ahead.]

No more than...walking in Braccia. I suppose. [exhale.]

I didn't...get a chance to thank you yet...did I?

[ He wasn't actually worried that Blue might be in any danger, just that he might be feeling unwell. He doesn't look all that great, but then again he didn't look too great the other two times they met, either. ]

You didn't, but you don't have to. Just glad to see you back here and safe. [ He smiles. ] If you're trying to get somewhere, I can help.

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The north wing.

[his eyes lift from the floor to the hall ahead of him.]

Or as much...as anyone can reach.

[ It would seem like a strange destination to anyone else, but Jim understands that desire to snoop around better than most. ]

I can take you as close as one of the access doors, but no closer than that.

[ Not him nor anyone else on board have managed to break in as of yet. ]

Do you think you might be able to— sense something in there?

That's...what I want to confirm. And doing so from the infirmary's proved...not so useful.

[it does set a kind of doomed tone for his search, since he doesn't know what metal could deter him, especially when the station isn't that great a distance to trek through, all things considered.

but still. if he doesn't try, he may regret it.

or at the least, in not trying, all he can do is...idle more. and he can't stand it.]

[ It might not even be the metal that's nullifying Blue's abilities, honestly. Jim would wager there's a lot more than just that keeping the Northern wing isolated from the rest of the station. ]

Alright, then. Loop your hand through my arm and I'll help you along.

[ He folds his arm and offers his elbow for Blue to take. He's not going to offer to carry him since it looks like he can walk (more or less), and he doesn't want to come across as condescending or disrespectful right now. ]

[Blue accepts the arm without much hesitation, his expression softening with some gratitude. since Jim's not a stranger to walking this guy around, it's not as much an imposition as it could be, is it?

while pushing away from the wall:] Thank you... I hope it doesn't become tiresome...having to walk this slow pace again. [they're not on-mission, after all.]

Don't worry about that. If I minded helping you out, then I wouldn't have offered.

[ Granted, it's a sharp change from the jogging from only moments ago, but he doesn't mind slowing down for Blue. It's not like he was really going anywhere, anyway. ]

Besides, I'm admittedly curious to see if you can pick something up.

[so is he... all the more reason to try.

it doesn't take long for Blue to inquire on a different track, though:]

You were hurt... Weren't you? [in Braccia.]

I was, yes.

[ He puts a clear emphasis on that particular word— was. ]

It's healed now, I'm alright.

[slight eyebrow raise. the good sir doth protest too much, perhaps?]

Sabriel, then...?

[she's the only one he knows who can heal injuries.]

[ Excuse me, but the good sir hath not protested at all. He was just pointing out the injury is gone now, okay? ]

No— Erik. Erik Stevens.

[ Sabriel would be a good guess, though. Hadn't Erik come to him first, he'd have likely reached out to her. ]

[he makes a soft sound of regard, frowning a little as he tries to connect the name to anything recent.]

I don't...know them. [but that doesn't come as much of a surprise.] But...I'm glad.

It was...hard to perceive, but...I could still sense...pain nearby.

I'm sure there was a lot of pain going around. Plenty of people got hurt during the heist.

[ He glances over, making sure he's keeping his pace slow enough for Blue to keep up. ]

But yes, it was hard to deal with it. I'm glad it was easy to heal.

[upon inspection, Blue's expression is a mix of strain and a dogged effort to smooth that strain over. his face is flush, but he's not sweating the bullets he'd been when first getting upright some hours ago. pain dulls when no time is given to fully feel it, though he can't help favoring one leg over the other, needing to rely on Jim for balance more than he'd like.

the pace is fine, because he demands it to be; anything less would bother him too much.

after a quiet few steps:] Please...tell me your impressions of...what transpired...

[ Jim makes sure to adjust his own steps to help Blue with his balance the best he can. As much support he might need, Jim doesn't even bring attention to it, much less show to be bothered by it.

Being asked about his thoughts on the mission, however, is met with a frown. ]

My main take away right now? Looks like the previous deal with the orb needs to be broken for it to come back with us. Doesn't bode well for future missions.

[Blue's brow furrows a bit, eyes still fixed forward. it's hard to not mirror the mood of his escort, but then...he was already not in a good state of mind about things on his own as it is.]

I don't...understand... [he doesn't even bother trying to vocalize it; he speaks better in thought.] Who benefits in the end...

I don't think any of us understands.

[ That's the problem, mainly. Not knowing who this is benefiting, and what it may come down to. They will all be complicit with it, should something horrible come from it. It's not like there's an abundance of information about their 'mission' here. ]

We're almost there.

[ He's choosing one of the doors that's closer to the wing, along the outer ring of the station. It's mostly deserted at this point, so hopefully no one will stop to ask what they're up to while Blue tries to do his thing. ]

[it's an echo of Braccia: Jim, guiding the Mu to a target location, waiting while Blue does his thing. Blue doesn't consciously realize that he'd already begun to trust this person to look after him, thanks in part not only to that encounter in Braccia, but the implicit trust Finn has in him, too.

it's why Blue doesn't even wait to explain or reassure when he's brought to the doors, instead just reaching out and placing his palm on it. there's a little pulse in the air, and then a gentle glow as Blue closes his eyes and tries to--

wait--]

What-?

[his brow knits. with a second pulse, the mental projection of himself flickers just a little over him, creating a kind of blurring effect. both figures bow their heads and lean a little forward, pressing for only a moment before the figment is dashed and Blue is left blinking in bewilderment, drawing his hand back to himself and leaning back into Jim.]

This...doesn't make sense...

[ However similar or different to how it happened in Braccia, Jim doesn't show much surprise as Blue's abilities express themselves. He may seem a little worried when it becomes clear that something here isn't quite what Blue's expecting, and he's standing at the ready should something go terribly wrong.

Thankfully the worst that happens is Blue leaning back against him. Both his hands move up to rest on Blue's arms, keeping him steady. ]

What? What did you sense?

[Blue's gaze slowly scans the door up and down, as if he expects to find some explanation for what just happened. but...nothing. just metal, just their dim reflections off the surface of it. hazy, red eyes stare back at him with just as much confusion as he feels.]

It's like...I'm being bounced back...to myself. Actively repelled. [he reaches to touch the door again.]

I've never encountered anything like this before. [anti-psionic tech in his universe isn't this robust...or humane.]

[ Jim's frowning too, but not out of confusion. He looks the door over, then shakes his head, letting out a sigh. ]

Can't say I'm surprised.

[ He glances at Blue. ] After all, if it were this easy for you to get a look into it, there would be no point in keeping it locked.

[frustrating... but should it be at all surprising? with all the false-starts, stumbles, and walls in front of him in this short span of time, it really shouldn't.

but it is frustrating that what little he can try is, at the end of the day, worthless.

his hand slips away, falling to his side, fingers curling into a weak fist as his expression tightens with that frustration welling up in him.]

And all...anyone can do...is just...sit and wait...

[another cage. here, now, is one he can't simply break the way he'd done so as a child.]

[ To be fair, whatever they all could try is just as worthless. There's no one here on the station, despite extraordinary abilities and powers, that will be able to break into the Northern wing, or know what's truly happening in there. At least, not for now. ]

For now— yes, that seems like all we can do. We can try to gather as much intel as possible during the missions, though, and from what systems we can access around here.

[ But Jim sees no point in Blue frustrating himself by continuing to try to look past these doors, with no success. ]

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