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泽芜君 (𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛). ([personal profile] calmness) wrote in [community profile] ximilialog2022-02-13 05:04 pm

[open] my soul is the color of ice and snow

CHARACTERS: lan xichen and YOU
LOCATION: around the ship
DATE: all after february 21st
CONTENT: simulation of cloud recess with totally not real rabbits that wear headbands, magical healing music, and a bit of sad time drinking. everything is about poorly coping.
WARNINGS: will update as i go, post-mission sadness ahead

time on the back hills (pets are forbidden)

[for an afternoon, those wishing to step into the simulation room will find it occupied and the scene before them as they step through the doors a pathway that leads them through a compound in the mountains. here winter turns to spring, blossoms bloom on trees still surrounded by sporadic piles of snow.

xichens them at the head of the path that leads them down past a waterfall and a pool, winding through the compound.]
Come. Let me show you something.

[once on the way, xichen leads the two them through winding pathways and down a narrow path through a thick tree-line until they emerge on a grassy hill that is seems empty and covered in small patches of snow. the only notable thing there is a large rabbit-hutch standing under a tree, providing shade for the sunny field. xichen makes his way to the hutch, where he's left a basket full of vegetables -- carrots, lettuce, beets.

anyone approaching will soon realise that some of the white puffs of snow are not snow at all, but white rabbits of various sizes. some of them, surprisingly, wear a similar headband to the one xichen wears across his forehead.]
Join me? [xichen calls over his shoulder, motioning them closer to the hutch.] They're friendly and easily won over, but I must warn you, they have a poor sense of boundaries. [he tips his head toward the basket of food, bribes for the rabbits.]

I used to take my nephew to this place after a difficult time. [he says after a while, in lieu of explanation for why he's created this particular vision for them all. rabbits are great for stress, you see. and that he equates some of you as needing the same soothing as a toddler once did.]

the song of clarity

[in the sunlight room, soft chords can be heard by anyone who passes through or wishes a moment of calm. xichen settles in a shady spot with his guqin, newly acquired and not quite tuned in the way he'd like. not that anyone unfamiliar could tell.

he sends a quick message to the network before he begins playing, a warning and also an invitation.]
I am playing a song of Clarity the sunlight room, for those interested. If you have been feeling anxious or ill-at-ease, or unable to rest, the music is infused with Qi and will help ease your mind. I will play for anyone who needs it.

[the music floats through the room, the notes of the qin accompanied by sounds pulled forth by pale blue energy as he strikes each chord so it seems like he is accompanying himself with his flute. he has rested enough, slept most of the days since their return, that his energy levels are returning to their pre-mission state. not normal, no, but good enough that he can play. it helps too, serves as a distraction from the way things ended in scorpion's bend where the left a man to his seclusion.

that is a future xichen knows well, though he is pushing those exact thoughts out as he plays.

company is welcome and xichen plays the song all the way through regardless of when company joins him. as it comes to a close, he opens his eyes and looks at his companion.]
Do you feel alright?

late nights musings and moping

[as it was for many, the mission was not an easy one for xichen. the conclusion, knowing that ford is left alone and the orb acted for its own entertainment leaves a hole in xichen's heart.

it makes anger boil in his chest, leaves him tossing and turning after exhaustion fades away. so instead of resting, he wanders the halls of the ship in the night. sometimes he is found on the observation deck, looking out at the stars with the corners of his lips pulled downward in a frown and brows creased in muted anger.

other times, deep in the night, he wanders to the kitchens and brews himself a cup of tea as he bends himself over a book that he is not truly reading. if pulled from his reading, he looks up at whatever poor soul enters the kitchen at this hour.]
Would you like a cup? [there's still a good amount of tea in the pot next to him, a special blend from braccia for those who may recognize it. after a moment, he speaks again.] Or something stronger?


wild card!

[ooc: feel free to throw some variation of these my way or let me know if you'd like something else at grimm#9436 on discord or on plurk!]
construing: (tilt.)

blending prompts together bye

[personal profile] construing 2022-02-14 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ gwen stops banging cabinet doors, blinking owlishly over. ]

I was looking for food. [ something she could take back to her room to snack on to be precise.

venom has been insisting a little more on feeding times. apparently, despite their supply of rations back in scorpion's bend, it learned "hunger" for the very first time and it is not a fan.

she peers curiously at his book.
]

What you reading?
firstroar: (pic#5951967)

wabbits

[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-14 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I can stand.

[Blue, who had to be carried here, unwinds his arm from around Xichen's shoulders to just hang onto one for support as he's set on his feet. he takes Xichen's arm for the help walking the remainder of the way - a slow and plodding pace where the both are in no hurry, though Blue is inclined to be impatient with himself just on principle.

this pace slows when he sees the little fuzzballs, eyebrows lifting. granted, he didn't know what he was expecting, but he wasn't expecting they look...faintly familiar. Rain was small and fuzzy, too, but...]
hatejakku: (wow)

bunnies!!!

[personal profile] hatejakku 2022-02-14 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Admittedly, Finn doesn't like the simulation room. He never did, what with it creating places that weren't there, scenarios that weren't real, no matter how similar it was to the Sunlight Room for those same reasons. But he does like that it offers them the chance to see into each of their homes. He can experience his friend's worlds, their cultural, their lives, sometimes even their families.

This is no exception by any means.

He follows Xichen until he spots the tiny animals, his mouth hanging open as he watches them all wiggle their noses and hop around. He can't feel them, of course, so the approach he should take here feels unclear. But he does very very carefully step closer. ]


They're so- [ CUTE ] -fuzzy. I can-?

[ He points into the middle of them, looking at Xichen as if he's asking if he can sit amongst them. But even while he's 'asking,' Finn steps closer and kneels down.

He really wishes he could feel them. ]
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late nights

[personal profile] ruinously 2022-02-14 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It shouldn't be surprising that it's Dean who wanders in - he's as bad as everyone else on this station, unable to sleep and plagued by nightmares when he does. ]

I don't think tea is gonna cut it for me, man.

[ It's a nice idea, the aesthetics of it are chill and all, but Dean is a black coffee drinking managed alcoholic, and he needs... hell, he doesn't even know what he needs. ]

There any liquor in here?
spacedisaster: (I have the sads :c)

the song of clarity

[personal profile] spacedisaster 2022-02-14 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He wasn't going to come, not really interested in socializing or being seen. Mostly because Peter still looks like hell warmed over even after escaping leaving the infirmary. There are dark bags under his eyes from the lack of sleep, his jacket hangs looser on him because of the lost weight, and he can't lift his left shoulder properly. The wound Kaneki caused after biting him is still healing, and Peter's sure it will leave a scar. And yet, somehow, he's managed to climb one of the sunlight room trees and rest against the trunk, staying hidden by the branches as he listens to Xichen play, his eyes closed.

Peter has never seen an instrument like the guqin before, but he likes the calming sounds. He's not sure if it's because of Xichen's talent at playing it or the magic imbued in the notes, but he feels more at ease. It is as if the barbed wire squeezing his heart after the misery of the last month is loosening slightly. He is almost lured to sleep by the soft music. Almost. He doesn't immediately answer, at first only humming when Xichen speaks. ]


You are a very good player. What is it called? The instrument?
construing: (stories.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-02-15 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ she snorts. ]

If by "too" you mean "for the last four years", then yeah. I have trouble sleeping too.

[ fetching herself a bowl of cereal and milk, gwen turns to the table. she slumps into a chair opposite xichen, and digs into her meal.

she points to the book with her spoon.
] What's it about?
construing: (late.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-02-15 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ the biography of several orbers, got it.

she frowns in obvious confusion.
]

Wait, rewind. Kinda feels like you skipped a sentence there. What do you play?
Edited 2022-02-15 01:19 (UTC)
construing: (up.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-02-15 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ she shakes her head, smiling helplessly. ]

Sorry, lost me again. You're going to have to explain to me like I'm five. [ or american. either works. ]

What's qi?
construing: (idea.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-02-15 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ has she heard of that? asked of the girl who spent a good chunk of childhood and adolescence, and therefore more than half her life, harboring not so tiny crushes on padmé amidala, anakin skywalker, and, of course, ewan-mcgregor-as-obi-wan-kenobi. ]

Yep. I know the Force. Cool. [ cool cool cool cool cool cool. very cool. her nerd heart isn't crying. ]

So, you manipulate it through music?
construing: (days.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-02-15 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ so definitely not exactly the force. but. very cool.

she smiles.
]

Music's powerful. Just makes sense it'd lend itself well to something like that.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-15 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
[before he can get an answer to where to settle, Blue's leaning forward a little with an intention to get a bit nearer to the creatures, to better see them.]

No I...I don't believe I have...

[he hesitates, sobering with the recollection that they're merely simulations, not the real things; there's no presence to be perceived from them.]

I don't mind...sitting here a while, then.
construing: (change.)

[personal profile] construing 2022-02-15 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ gwen digs back into her forgotten cereal. ]

I don't know that it'll do much for my sleep, [ not a knock against his skill, just that she has a whole mental disorder, ] but I love music. I'm a drummer. Music's how I make the world make sense.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-02-15 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[he settles down where Xichen guides him, going quiet and still as the conjured creatures begin to investigate and climb onto him. fake or not, it's hard not to be endeared by such small, cute, harmless little things; Blue's expression softens as he remains still, letting them sniff at the ribbon still wrapped around his wrist before making for the food.

at Xichen's words, he lifts his head and shifts his attention.]


...Just like this?

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