[ rita wants to believe she's somehow found the holy grail in this woman, like the trainer that's been necessary to push her into action (because vic had only ever really helped to an extent, on account of his own self-crisis). but whatever momentary excitement she'd found begins to stagger with that question. ]

The trust is ... a bit complicated sometimes.

[ which is hard to explain without having to explain everything. ]

Well, how did you come to be confident in yourself? I can't imagine you always knew you were capable, right? You had to have learned it somehow.