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Newt Geiszler | Pacific Rim ([personal profile] groupiedrifter) wrote in [community profile] ximilialog2021-11-06 04:09 pm

[OPEN] MISSION 3.1 | Dream a Little Dream of Me

CHARACTERS: Newton Geiszler and YOU!
LOCATION: Newt's Dreamscape / Memories
DATE: During Mission 3: The Sleeper
CONTENT: Newton's fallen into a deep sleep; in this log are multiple memory prompts people may venture into, to be updated as they're completed!
WARNINGS: Basic warnings include: possible violence/blood, monster imagery, domestic and emotional abuse (including a toxic relationship memory), and removal of bodily autonomy.


[OOC NOTES: If you would like to have multuple memories (i.e. one memory segways into another), feel free to let me know via PM, through the subject line, or at my plurk, [plurk.com profile] simpledog! If none of these speak to you in particular, feel free to post a top level with 'WILDCARD' as the subject line, and I'll whip up a randomized memory not on this list. ;)

ALSO — feel free to have your character interject anywhere in the “‘memory”, they absolutely don’t have to wait until the dream prompt is over and can change the flow of the dream at any point they’d like; I just write a lot for each prompt to give lots of meat for ya.]
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[personal profile] unclesam 2021-11-16 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sam knows how to throw a punch, but he's not a violent person. Has learned his lesson especially in regards to antagonizing white people. Remembers sobbing, bloodied nose and mouth. Suspended from school for punching a boy who'd called Sarah something beyond reprehensible, and the kid walked away while Sam got suspended for having started it. Remembers his father's hand, heavy and warm, remembers a deep voice saying 'This world ain't ever gonna be gentle or faith with you, Samuel. You gotta be fair and gentle with the world regardless. And don't you ever get angry with a white boy. You feel that anger, but you don't let 'em have it. 'cause it's gonna be you who pays.'

And it's true. Shouting at Bucky on the street in Baltimore nearly made a cop pull a gun on Sam until his partner reminded him who Sam was - gunning down a minor celebrity ain't a good look even for white cops.

And still. Still. As he stands in this pub, surrounded by accents that make it easy to pinpoint where in the world he is, watching the scene unfold... Sam's blood is running hot. At first he tries to tune it out. It's an argument, it's none of his business - except Sam's more than just trained to listen for shit like this. He's clocking this long before the first punch is thrown. And it's a memory. He could let it play out, and nothing would change. He can stay on the sidelines and pick up the pieces, after. Try and pull Newt out, give him a good talk about this kinda abuse.

Except.

Except.

Here's the thing. Sam's moving before Travis has recovered from that shove, because he sees it coming. Seen plenty of men gear up to throw a bunch. Fuck this memory. He's not letting Newt live it again. And Sam knows the implication - that in reality, no one got in between them, that this likely ended with Newt hurt in more ways than one. But today just ain't the day, and Sam just ain't that person. He steps in between them, then. Inserts himself and takes that fist like the wall of muscle he is compared to Newt. Shields the man with his body.

Sam doesn't usually do this, either - doesn't rely on his height and the width of his shoulders to intimidate. But listen - he rocks up to gunfights in jeans and t-shirts, knife in hand, and walks away with the biggest gun on the block. Fuck this dude. Sam gives Travis a shove, less harsh than what Newt did. Glowers. ]


Walk away. Don't gimme another reason. I ain't gonna hesitate to take you out like trash, asshole.

[ Travis chooses poorly - Sam doesn't know if he would in real life, or if this is just the dream compensation his mood for violence and throwing it at a different target - but Travis leans to the side. Opens his mouth, begins saying something nasty and ugly and twisted to Newt. And Sam ain't here for that either.

He punches Travis, once. Practiced ease. Sam's able to keep pace with super soldiers. He's as superhuman as it gets for an unenhanced person in the modern world. He's strong, but more than that, he's trained. Travis goes down, hard. He's not out, but dazed for a moment. ]


Stay the fuck down.

[ And Sam casually turns to Newt, curls a hand around his shoulder. Now he's warm. Not towering, but casual, body language easing off the threatening buttons. His voice is casual, but steady. ​]

We walking away or taking your ex outside?
Edited 2021-11-16 04:48 (UTC)
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[personal profile] unclesam 2021-11-16 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ The asshole just can't take hint, has to get one more dig in, as to yank on the barbed wire just one more time. Sam wants to kick his teeth in. He doesn't. Instead he keeps his hand on Newt's shoulder and half turns around, looks down at Travis. Sneers. No agression here, just firm disgust. ]

If you were more than just a shitty memory, I'd love to give you a piece of my mind. But all you'll be is an uncomfortable footnote left behind. [ Looks up towards the barkeep, and inclines his head. ] Sorry for spilling sewage on your floor, man.

[ And with that, he leads Newt outside, hand still on his shoulder, not letting go unless Newt shrugs him off or shows signs of discomfort with the touch. They walk away, and Sam gives Newt's shoulder a squeeze. ]

Y'know, it's okay to cry if you need it. Or just let it all out and scream. I'm sorry it didn't really happen like this.
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[personal profile] unclesam 2021-11-16 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ It breaks Sam's heart, seeing him like this. Not remembering the distance to this, being right back in the moment. Sam's lucky - the worst he ever got was a punch from a gay who didn't appreciate Sam's lingering gaze. He learned early to keep his interests quiet, and the few people he attracted throughout the years whose interest he returned were, at worst, simply not great fits, and at best love of his life material. Nevermind that his brightest relationship ended the most cruelest - but it's different, he knows. Sam has had an honest, warm and plentiful love that ended in a tragedy through outside circumstances. It's not remotely comparable to the damage something like this leaves. The sinister kind of scars. The feeling that you and your emotions are never valid. Sam takes Newt's hand. ]

Sam. And yeah - always am.

[ He hesitates, then tugs lightly. Shifts his grasp on Newt's hand to pull him in, clasped hands between their chests, drapes his other arm around Newt's shoulders into a loose half-hug. ]

It was never your fault. That guy's an abusive asshole. You didn't do a single thing to deserve this from him, and it shouldn't have happened to you. None of it. I know it feels like it right now, but you ain't alone. There's people who care about you, just the way you are. I promise.
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[personal profile] unclesam 2021-11-16 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
A bad night is staying too late and getting cleared off the street with water cannons at the end of Mardi Gras.

[ Seriously. ]

Or crying together on a rooftop at night far away from home 'cause you had to deliver some bad news to someone.

[ Sam inclines his head. ]

Good night is being up at 4am and making Sazerac together, sharing in insomnia and anxiety, 'cause that's how you love your friends.

[ He tugs the cigarette from Newt's lips gently, tucks it behind his hear instead. Cups the man's face with both hands and runs his thumbs over his cheeks. ]

Bad boyfriends keep you small. Blame their jealousy and control issues on you until you believe it's your fault. Go to punch you in the face. You didn't do a goddamn thing to that man. You didn't mess up. [ He shakes his head, holds Newt's eyes. ] You're not as small as he tried to keep you, Newt. You got so much fucking love in you, it's unbelievable. And you'll go on to save lives, and blast loud music, and proposition my best friend through emoji. You'll go on to become so invaluable to so many people who all love you so much better than that plastic bag blowing over your road.
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-11-21 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
[These dreams are a pain in the ass, Shinjiro has decided. The bar is nicer than the types of places he usually hangs out in -- he was, technically, too young to drink in Japan, but if he ever wanted to he knew exactly the places where he could get alcohol if he wanted it -- but he still recognizes Travis' type immediately. Shinjiro would see them all the time, the ones who thought they were hot shit. They always piss him off. None of his business, he thinks, though.

None of his business, he reminds himself as the argument escalates, none of his--

--He's in front of Newt before he really even consciously decides on it, catching Travis' fist in a hand. And while he's young, he's tall, just a couple inches shy of six feet, and he glowers at Travis with an expression that's legitimately intimidating, unlike his typical worn, tired air.]


You must be lookin' in a mirror, asshole. Get out before I make your face even uglier.
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-11-23 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Ugh. Of course.

It's always the drunk idiots. Shinjiro heaves a sigh as the older man charges at him before pivoting just slightly to the left to dodge the force of the charge, while raising an arm to clip Travis under the chin and knock him off balance, rather than allow him to slam into Newt instead.

This guy won't be satisfied with such an easy end to the fight, though. That much is obvious. So the next time the guy recovers and comes at him, he's entirely done humoring this farce; Shinjiro grabs his arm and pulls him in closer, before slamming into him with a headbutt. Shinjiro grabs him by the shirt front, then, shoving him up against the nearest wall]


You too drunk for your ears to work or what? I said get the fuck out.
Edited 2021-11-23 07:31 (UTC)
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-12-04 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shinjiro lets Travis slink off without saying anything further, even as he rolls his eyes at the man's parting insult to Newt. This guy really was a piece of work, wasn't he. Once he's definitely gone and doesn't seem to be coming back, Shinjiro turns back to the scientist.]

You ain't hurt right?
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-12-05 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Shinjiro thinks "nearly getting punched" isn't really "handling it", but does not remark on this. It's not like he did it for thanks, anyway; he's generally more uncomfortable when he receives it than when he doesn't.

Instead, he just shrugs.]


Just some guy passin' through. Name's Aragaki.

[In case that rings a bell. But he's understood by now that trying to convince someone else of the dream-ness of these dreams is more trouble than it's worth. Not like they can escape without those antidotes, right? They're both stuck on this side of the dreamscape.]
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-12-07 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Right, handshakes. He's getting more used to this, after months on board the Ximilia. Shinjiro shakes his hand, drawing no attention to the tremble in it.]

S'fine. That guy was annoying as shit.
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-12-08 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Shinjiro shrugs.]

He's a dick.

[A beat, and well--normally he wouldn't get involved in someone's private life, but it's too late for that now, isn't it? He adds, casually:]

And wrong, y'know. You could do plenty better.
Edited 2021-12-08 06:43 (UTC)
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-12-11 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Ah. Is this the part where he admits he is technically too young to drink, and did not walk into this bar by choice? That will require so much explanation that he knows from experience now will definitely not be believed and he does not have the spoons for it tbqh.

So, a half-lie it is:]


I, uh, don't really drink. [He rubs at his neck.] They just have real good onion rings here.

[Please let there be onion rings here.]
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[personal profile] petsthedog 2021-12-11 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Damn. And here he'd thought he picked a pretty common western food. But at least Newt doesn't call him out on it.]

...You really don't gotta thank me. Like I said, he was pissin' me off.

[Shinjiro always feels more comfortable painting his motivations for things as selfish. It's just easier when you don't give people the impression that you can be relied upon to help them in a crisis.]
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