[ it might not be the best course of action tonight, but it's definitely something inspiring to keep in mind, particularly for the next time they end up sleeping over in a room together, his or hers. but he also knows that whatever this is, with their promises, it's grown to something beyond that. if it really had been just about sex, something that seemed like it was meant to be in that first rush, when the urgency had come from a willing escape from heavier topics, then he'd already found an excuse to shut this all down.
but he draws her in against his chest, close enough to feel the warmth of her against the steady quiet beating of his heart, and he wonders if he's seeking something from this too. an escape, a distraction — ? that he could get from anyone, maybe even on this station. clara, though, was something else altogether, coating herself over him with something that's helped to ease back the demons in his head. ]
Sounds like a plan for breaking in your bed. Next time.
[ next time. a promise that he'll be there, that they'll keep doing this. if it's all a mistake, then he'll keep making it with her. ]
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[ it might not be the best course of action tonight, but it's definitely something inspiring to keep in mind, particularly for the next time they end up sleeping over in a room together, his or hers. but he also knows that whatever this is, with their promises, it's grown to something beyond that. if it really had been just about sex, something that seemed like it was meant to be in that first rush, when the urgency had come from a willing escape from heavier topics, then he'd already found an excuse to shut this all down.
but he draws her in against his chest, close enough to feel the warmth of her against the steady quiet beating of his heart, and he wonders if he's seeking something from this too. an escape, a distraction — ? that he could get from anyone, maybe even on this station. clara, though, was something else altogether, coating herself over him with something that's helped to ease back the demons in his head. ]
Sounds like a plan for breaking in your bed. Next time.
[ next time. a promise that he'll be there, that they'll keep doing this. if it's all a mistake, then he'll keep making it with her. ]