Don't! [He springs forward out of instinct, catching the hand too late but holding it there to keep him from doing it again. His eyes are frantic with worry and he pulls Sizhui into an embrace, swallowing down a sob that threatens to break free.
Don't you see? This world is pain. To live is pain. He's hurting. He will always hurt unless you free him.]
I'm Sorry a-Yuan, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry...[He mumbles and as he holds his son, he lifts one hand, wrapping his fingers around Sizhui's throat in earnest and beginning to squeeze for real this time.]
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Don't you see? This world is pain. To live is pain. He's hurting. He will always hurt unless you free him.]
I'm Sorry a-Yuan, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry...[He mumbles and as he holds his son, he lifts one hand, wrapping his fingers around Sizhui's throat in earnest and beginning to squeeze for real this time.]
It's better this way, I promise, alright?