( it's the lingering on kink talk that makes arisu — not uncomfortable, but shy. it's hard to know how he's feeling, really. acknowledging that chishiya is attractive is not anything new, but deciding he wants to kiss him? that feels like dangerous new information. the kind you keep close to home, until you're sure about it. something that has to be cultivated and grown. his crushes always work like that, until they're so verdant they're bursting out from him, in everything he does.
one could probably look at his insisting on picking chishiya up and cuddling him fiercely and making him wear arisu's shirts to bed and say he's well past bursting. he just hadn't noticed, that being married is so nice because it's him. )
I don't know. I guess, maybe you'd say your kink is everything I'm not. So I'd look dumb for being interested. ( he laughs ) That sounds very childish, out loud. Anyway, I can already guess all your kinks, so you don't have to tell me anyway.
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( it's the lingering on kink talk that makes arisu — not uncomfortable, but shy. it's hard to know how he's feeling, really. acknowledging that chishiya is attractive is not anything new, but deciding he wants to kiss him? that feels like dangerous new information. the kind you keep close to home, until you're sure about it. something that has to be cultivated and grown. his crushes always work like that, until they're so verdant they're bursting out from him, in everything he does.
one could probably look at his insisting on picking chishiya up and cuddling him fiercely and making him wear arisu's shirts to bed and say he's well past bursting. he just hadn't noticed, that being married is so nice because it's him. )
I don't know. I guess, maybe you'd say your kink is everything I'm not. So I'd look dumb for being interested. ( he laughs ) That sounds very childish, out loud. Anyway, I can already guess all your kinks, so you don't have to tell me anyway.