[Which is to say, he thinks Aleksander is full of shit and lying to himself.]
I’m a doctor. Even before Borderland I saw death every day.
[And it did break him, but at least Chishiya realizes that now. His apathy never helped anyone, including himself. It was never about him being strong, it was about him not wanting to deal with his shit.]
It sounds like you don’t know how to handle grief. You can probably ask Viveca or Degar for some self help books about that.
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[Which is to say, he thinks Aleksander is full of shit and lying to himself.]
I’m a doctor. Even before Borderland I saw death every day.
[And it did break him, but at least Chishiya realizes that now. His apathy never helped anyone, including himself. It was never about him being strong, it was about him not wanting to deal with his shit.]
It sounds like you don’t know how to handle grief. You can probably ask Viveca or Degar for some self help books about that.