He smiles, but the feeling behind it seems a little more lackluster.]
I'm crazy smart and super handsome, yeah. The most charming dude.
[He breathes out, wiping his hands at his sides.]
... But I dunno if you'd give me compliments like that, if you knew the full story, y'know? I caused a lot of people on this station hell, and I've got a long way to make up for it... I mean, I've made peace with a lot of it being out of my control, but... it doesn't change that I've caused a lot to happen just by existing.
Um... It's like... Sometimes you have really good intentions, and then you accidentally let something really awful in. And it — messes up a lot of what should've been good things. I'm still trying to make up for the mistakes. But I guess we all are, to some degree.
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He smiles, but the feeling behind it seems a little more lackluster.]
I'm crazy smart and super handsome, yeah. The most charming dude.
[He breathes out, wiping his hands at his sides.]
... But I dunno if you'd give me compliments like that, if you knew the full story, y'know? I caused a lot of people on this station hell, and I've got a long way to make up for it... I mean, I've made peace with a lot of it being out of my control, but... it doesn't change that I've caused a lot to happen just by existing.
Um... It's like... Sometimes you have really good intentions, and then you accidentally let something really awful in. And it — messes up a lot of what should've been good things. I'm still trying to make up for the mistakes. But I guess we all are, to some degree.