[ and thereupon is the hardest part. sometimes it's a struggle for andy to even try. ]

[ but it's gotten easier since being here. ]

Are any of us really okay? [ divert, with a small joke! ] I will be. I wasn't expecting to re-live it, but it's not the first time.

[ she pauses. ] I don't like to see him dying, but I don't ever want to forget him either. I wish you could have seen something happier.