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ximilia mods ([personal profile] ximilian) wrote in [community profile] ximilialog2023-06-01 06:40 pm

MISSION: THE AI AND THE COMMANDER

M I S S I O N   1 4 . 0

SOMEWHENPRESENT DAYFYI

// SOMEWHEN  


The hum of the teleportation platform is familiar, filling your ears as the bright light dissipates enough to safely open your eyes. You feel something solid beneath your feet, and the lack of scent from the asphalt and dirt in Nuhiri and Deumia marks a departure from anything resembling a planet, the space around you giving you no reason to think anything of it. You're on the Ximilia once again — finally. Another mission successfully accomplished, for whatever other hardships you and the rest of the team have endured. Hot food and hot showers await, and Newt will surely be scurrying off to prepare for the team’s usual post-mission movie night.

You’re back and you can’t wait for Viveca to greet you, and for Degar to take the orb away, back to the North Wing to join the other ones.

Except … the station’s walls appear to be peeling, and some of the equipment looks a little older and unpolished. There’s even a layer of space-dust on one of the control boards. And most importantly: no one is here to greet you. As you turn and look to your fellow crewmates in confusion, even now some of you might start to wonder at the change of routine. Ivy, who had just been handling the orb, will be empty-handed, but surely there’s nothing to worry about. The station is peaceful and still. Nothing feels amiss … yet. And then:

// 0-L1V-14
Oh, hello. You are not the team I know. Yet you are here for the orb … Good.

The sound of 0-L1V-14 — or 'Olivia' as many have come to call her — voice springs to life around you. She almost seems to sound confused for a moment, clearly recalibrating her systems for this strange occurrence, before the gentle tenor of her voice regains its composure and she recalls her mission directive. The lights in the teleportation platform seem to glow just a little brighter, as though the arrival of the crew has buoyed the AI's spirits.

// 0-L1V-14
I've located one within the station, but it seems to have fractured. The air around them appears to have some sort of temporal disturbance that I can't quite pin down. Be cautious, but bring them to me before anything happens.

Well? You heard the AI. Best to start looking.


1.0   The first thing you might think to do is return to the sleeping quarters, either to clean up and change into another set of clothes; or to take a much-deserved nap; or maybe you just need a moment to yourself to collect your thoughts. The doors to the sleeping quarters seem to stick for a moment, which isn’t worrying in and of itself, but as the doors slide open you realize that you’re looking into a dark and empty carved out space that resembles a place for storage more than anything else. The walls and doors that used to make up your individual rooms are absent, and the floors are stripped bare, with rows of perforated grates allowing the cavernous space to remain relatively well-ventilated. It’s clear that no one has visited this room in quite some time, and perhaps there had once been plans for it, now abandoned to hold a stock of random items in its place.

There are boxes stacked against the wall, and a shelving unit that holds miscellaneous supplies: cans and boxes, batteries and wires, old bound notebooks made of paper. Rolls of rough tarp are haphazardly leaning against the wall to one corner, and thermal blankets are scattered amongst scraps of loose-leaf, a sketch of a cluster of spherical shapes in different colours, and other foreign knick-knacks that seem to have no place on a space station. If you decide to explore this space you’ll have to provide your own source of light as none of the lighting above seem to work though the row of fixtures that you’re used to seem, at least, to have been installed. They’re just not currently online.

Investigating the room a little deeper might draw you to a simple metal box sitting in the middle shelf next to what looks like a half-broken lute, its strings missing. There is no lock on this box, as though it wants to be opened, and lifting the lid will reveal a bright rosy-coloured light. Reaching out towards the small sliver of light in the shape of an elongated teardrop will recall a memory of your childhood so vivid, you’ll think you were back in that time, in that exact moment, to relive it again. Whether it's a good memory or a tragic one is left up to random chance. Only someone entering the room to talk you through your memory will remind you that you aren’t actually a child any longer.


2.0   Perhaps you decide to forgo the sleeping quarters entirely, and want to revisit one of your favourite simulations in the simulation room. Familiar oceans, the futuristic bar, or the room filled with adorable puppies might be your first choice — but every preset you’re used to scrolling through seems to be different now. There are the standard, familiar pre-mission training simulations, and even the Lodgen Mountain Mines mission appears to be here, but everything else has either been deleted … or it was never here to begin with.

You might decide to go ahead with one of the already existing simulations anyway, or you might want to start rewriting the one you’d come here for in the first place. It will depend on your luck, and it will depend on the success of your mission-training, but a small shard of bright, silvery coloured light may suddenly reveal itself to you. It appears like a thin tear-shape that hangs suspended in the air. The faintest whisper beckons you close; it’s familiar. Will you reach out to touch it? Doing so will colour the simulation room around you with a memory so real it might as well be — suddenly you might recall a happy moment in your life, or perhaps your greatest victory or adventure. This can be shared with whoever enters the simulation room with you or after you, and will fade when you manage to locate the right door and leave the room.


3.0   The sunlight room that you may have walked through on countless occasions is missing the familiar bridge, the river that runs beneath it, and trees that surround it. Instead, the vegetation around you appears to be far more deliberate and practical, thick foliage like bushes planted in rows, their large leaves covering most of the ground and soil. Several small metal boxes with wires and buttons can be found planted across the space, each with a thin rotating disc that whirs and spins quietly. Each of these boxes appears to give off readings, each screen displaying a continuous green wavy line scrolling across it and text that displays the quality of the air with a percentile grade, the amount of it being produced, and that particular box’s designation zone: Mess Hall, Storage, Living Quarters, and Teleportation Platform among others. This isn’t just a room that simulates nature, but if you were to approach any of the small bushes and saplings here, it’s clear that the plants here are real and they’re currently working to provide the rest of the station with oxygen.

Further to the back of the sunlight room, a bright sliver of colourful green light seems to glitter and glint between the leaves. It feels familiar in the way that it whispers faintly, and if you concentrate you can make out the sound of your name in a voice like that of someone from your past: a friend, perhaps, or a family member. Maybe a loved one or an enemy. Or perhaps it’s a voice you can’t actually recognize. It might compel you to reach out for the light, but will you listen? Or will you turn away?

If you embrace the light and call out in answer to the voice, you will re-experience the action, the conversation, or the thought that you attribute as being the reason you are who you are today with that most important person being the key piece in your memory.


4.0   Looking for your usual snacks? Feeling peckish for that bowl of instant spicy space-ramen you saved for post-mission? You might head into the kitchen expecting the familiar foodstuffs that you’re used to only to find that the room has been rearranged, with far fewer cupboards and appliances, and more of what looks like typical space-fare: freeze-fried items and nutrition-focused meals sealed into silver foiled bags. What ‘fresh’ ingredients exist are even less, and there are a stack of dirty plates and cutlery in the sink that don’t look like anything you or your crewmates might have used. You may already suspect that this whole station isn’t the one you’re used to, or you might still be in denial. Either way, you may find through your rummaging the call to a little sliver of coppery-coloured light located behind the freezer door.

If you decide to touch the fragment of light here, you’ll feel a ghostly burning as though the glint of the light has cut your skin, almost cold enough to feel sharp — but it’s just your imagination, isn’t it? What you remember now as it comes back to life around you (and the team member or members who may have joined you) is the best meal you’ve ever eaten, whether it is something you made for yourself, something made by your loved one, or the meal that leaves your heart feeling empty and aching.


5.0   You may have become so accustomed to seeing the North Wing doors sealed that it’s your curiosity that draws you forward to the wide expanse beyond the now open wing, your feet testing the threshold as if you’re expecting an invisible wall to keep you out. Nothing happens when you step into the North Wing, though you might immediately notice the large tank that holds all of the team’s successfully captured orbs is very clearly missing. And not only that but the space appears to be well lived in, a small cluster of worn chairs and a table set to one side, and data pads and drawings on white-boards in plain view. They don’t seem to be much more than a couple of crude strategy diagrams (and a couple of silly stick figures in one corner) and as you move towards the crew quarters, some of you might instantly recognize the familiar room with its rows of beds and a scattering of personal effects assigned to each bunk. Photos are pinned to walls of a twenty-person crew, pillows and blankets are left in disarray by unfinished knitting projects, a diary written in a language you can’t quite translate, and a stuffed elephant-shaped plush doll lies at the head of one of the beds in the middle of the room. By the door is a neatly made bed. An analogue paperback novel sits on the nightstand, a bookmark set in the middle to note its progress. On top of it is a well-kept watch stopped a little after the sixth hour and a medal of service in the now recognizable insignia of the Ndiera Complex’s Federation.

By the far wall of these sleeping quarters is a bright golden starlight that seems to illuminate that side of the room as though someone had turned on a torchlight to the highest setting; it’s almost blinding. Moving closer to it, you’ll find that it’s like all the other slivers of light scattered across the station — a broken shard, like a piece of a large puzzle. Touching it may pull you — and whoever might be in the room with you — into a memory from your time with the Ximilia crew, whether it happened over a year ago, or it happened only on the last mission. It might be a happy memory, or it might be something you regret, which is poignant considering your initial raison d’etre for being here at all. It’s a vision that appears from your perspective and while you relive it, you feel outside of yourself.


6.0   The rest of the station still appears to be intact, with the infirmary, the training room, and the armoury in the same locations that you remember. Those of you who have been here for quite some time, you’ll find your way around by muscle memory alone; but even if you’re a newer member of the crew you’ll have wandered the halls enough to know what feels familiar to you … and what doesn’t.

The infirmary looks to be a little out of date, though it looks as if it’s seen its fair share of use. And it’s smaller too, the more recent addition and surgical area missing from the cozy space. The training room and the armoury share similar qualities of seeming a little older, a little more lived in, and with well-used equipment and weapons to boot. The training room is still padded with firm padded flooring and benches for sitting. Some of the racks and hooks (all empty) that had been against the wall have fallen now, and similar to the teleportation room, you’ll find that some of the paneling in this room has since peeled away, revealing some of the bare structure behind them. In the armoury, you won’t find your favourite knife or preferred staff but there are still a few choices in weaponry to arm yourself with.

Wherever you decide to explore, you might once more happen upon a bright bluish light that seems to whisper and call to you in soft, hushed tones. No specific words can be picked out through the murmurs but the feeling is all the same — it draws you forward like a moth to flame, but whether you decide to reach a hand out to touch the sliver of light that hangs suspended in the air is entirely your choice. If you do, you might succumb to a vivid memory of a significant injury you or someone important to you had suffered once, reliving that moment with too sharp clarity. Those feelings of fear or threat or maybe even satisfaction seem to come to you again as though you were there again — only this time you may not be alone as you witness this memory, and someone else has entered the room with you.

Present Day.

The teleportation platform hums quietly in a clean, well-maintained room. No walls or floors appear to be even the least bit dented, and now the Commander of the Ximilia stands behind the control board, staring at the screen as though doing so will bring their crew back by some wild form of magic. Degar knows magic — he’d come from a world so full of it. This, however, is something different.

Beside him, Viveca scans through the data that had sent the crew into the Ndiera Complex, as it should have brought them back the same way, with the orb in tow.

// VIVECA
“I don’t know how it happened… they should have arrived here. Everything seemed normal! But I’ll figure it out. We’ll figure it out.”

// DEGAR
“They could be anywhere, right? Except we can’t even help them if we don’t know where that might be.”

// VIVECA
“I know. The strange thing is that it seems that we’ve located another orb… only, it states that it’s here. On the station. So even if the platform sent them straight to it… why aren’t they here?”

The Commander and the AI both turn their gaze towards the still empty teleportation platform before exchanging worried glances with each other. Degar finally heaves an exhale but the frown in his features deepens.

// DEGAR
“Keep working at it. I’m going to see what I can figure out in the station’s systems. Maybe we can trace back to the team somewhere. Or somewhen.”

Viveca nods, her voice sounding complicated when she responds next.

// VIVECA
“Yeah. We’ll find them.”

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F Y I

The events in this log take place during the first two weeks of June.

For this mission, we have decided to run the search request mechanic a little differently. Depending on whether your character decides to touch or grasp one or any of the slivers of coloured light that can be found throughout the station, you will have the opportunity to participate in a search request. More on this is explained HERE.

If you have questions about any of the prompts or the mission in general, please direct them HERE.

Any in-character questions to 0-L1V-14 can be asked HERE.

And finally, your soundtrack for this log:

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NAV

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[personal profile] oiorpata 2023-07-30 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
I had it and I chased it, willingly. I could have kept it.

It's just not fucking worth it.

[ taking power would be incredibly easy for her. she can't die. she can fight with virtually every weapon. who would stop her in the end, really? but andy has had power. it feels good and alive and there's a thrill in it too, but what good is to be at the top alone? ]

Besides, power's in the corporations now, and I don't know shit about those. [ it's a joke! mostly. ]
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-07-30 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[The harried anxiety and creeping fatigue that had been rapidly taking a hold of him from the chaos of everything that's been happening quiets all at once, and though he knows this isn't really him, it's instinct the way Wei Wuxian bends to scoop the little boy into his arms, heart aching painfully in his chest at the obvious blending of his memories of a-Yuan with Jake's of Finn.]

Hmm? Up high you say? [He lifts Finn with ease, stretching his arms up above to his body to airplane Finn around for a moment before returning him to the safety of his arms.]

Like that? [He knows he has to figure out a way out of here, but he indulges in the moment just for a second.]
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[personal profile] oiorpata 2023-07-30 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's as familiar a story as it is a new one. it's war, and andy knows war all too well. ]

Sometimes all it takes to undermine a war is understanding the other side.

[ she pauses. ] I'm old enough to have been on the wrong side plenty of times. Sometimes you don't have the whole picture. Sometimes there aren't any right sides either.

Dearka explained more to you after this?
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[personal profile] oiorpata 2023-07-30 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ maybe it's because andy hadn't always known how to ask for it either. now she understands the signs easily enough in others, having been buried in them herself too often. ]

[ she tightens her arms briefly as natasha starts to part, a final soothing touch before her grip drops. ]


Anytime. [ it's not a cursory, automatic response - it's an offer too. ]
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[personal profile] rootlessly 2023-07-30 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
[He chews at his lip at that, fingernails digging into his palms. Vash has never...heard a human talk like this. It's stressing him out. Newt doesn't understand the weight of all this, all the blood on his hands, if only indirectly.

(You're my accomplice, Nai had said, and it feels especially true in this moment, in which he allows Newt to act as though they are not the reason humanity needs to do this to the Plants to survive)

His voice comes out nearly as a whine:]


Even if it's not really the humans' fault they need the plants?

[Not entirely, at least. Maybe not even mostly, whatever deterioration they might have caused their original planet notwithstanding. The people aboard that fleet just wanted to find people a safe new home. It's not as though they ruined the planet, did they?]

Um, but...I guess? I didn't, I mean, I haven't been here-- [long is a lie, and he's not good at it yet. he searches for an alternative:]

...out here much.

[Maybe Newt won't notice the slip. He quickly shifts gears, gesturing to the creature floating gently in the tank.]

They let me help her, when she was in trouble. So you don't need to worry. I can tell them if she needs anything.
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 10:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Jake can't help it; he starts to laugh, little chest rumbling against Yzak in the process. ]

Bro, bro, you gotta cool it with the military jargon. [ He cants his head, offering up a particularly scritch-ready part of his neck. ] You are petting a dog right now, man, this is one area of life that maybe actually doesn't hafta be tactical.

[ He may have a laughing warmth to his tone, but there's an authority there too. The kind of authority that came with having the equivalent of several decades of life experience on the kid. Maybe Yzak would never love again, maybe he'd never feel happy again, but Jake wouldn't bet on either. Time was as much a comfort as it was a threat. ]

Let's just chill for a while. [ Jake resettles himself, determined to find the most comfortable position before closing his eyes. He'd be asleep in seconds, but he glances up at Yzak one last time with a quick wink. ] If it makes you feel better, I'll give you a performance review when we're done.
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's as natural as anything, the way Finn slots up into his arms, staring at Wei Wuxian as if the sun rose and set on his shoulders. It's not far off from the eager glint in Finn's expression when watching him demonstrate a new cultivation technique. Finn wasn't the most gifted student, but his dogged determination shined with an irrepressible effervescence.

From how the little boy immediately attempts to scale Wei Wuxian like a mountain, shrieking with delight when he's suddenly propelled into the air, it's a safe bet that was a lifelong trait. ]


No, higher! [ Finn demands, with the kind of hysterical toddler delight that's less request and more pure joy. He'd probably ask for higher even if Jake really was here to stretch him up into the stratosphere.

That's proven in the next moment, when Finn abruptly launches forward with his hands thrown tight around Wei Wuxian's neck. There's a fine line between overwelming exchitement and plain overwhelmed. ]


I wish you didn't hafta go...

[ Aw c'mon, don't be a baby. You're gonna see me all the time. And Jermaine's stickin' around, so--

The voice in Wei Wuxian's head is unmistakably Jake's, less heard and more felt. When Finn lets out a wet little huff against his neck, the voice decides to interpret as a response.

Yeah, okay, point taken. Jermaine sucks. ]
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 01:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's with one final scan around the room that Jake plants his paws against his hips, trying with a more concerted effort to figure out who's memory dream he'd fallen into. There weren't many people with blonde coats on the ship, let alone blonde boys, and besides... the ones that were there were all human, right?

Then again, most people would probably say he was a dog. He would say he was a dog. Only, y'know. Not really a dog.

Maybe this was kinda like that. ]


Well, Nai sounds like a jerk. [ He says in passing, clearly more interested in his next question than debating with a five year old about whether their dick friend was a wang or not. ] What's your name, kid?
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It would be so easy to swat the bear away, were Andy's memory capable of fathoming things as out of step with her reality as a stretching dog. All Jake could do is continue to bark with growing franticness, falling in step alongside the little girl a and her axe, just as he'd done so many times with the little boy and his sword.

The bear isn't impressed by either of them, taking a few lazy steps forward with an almost arrogant air. A single swipe of its paw would be enough to kill either of them, and the bear seemed very aware of it as let out a bellowing roar in their direction. Flecks of frothy spit landed in the dry grass as a wave of hot, foul smelling breath carried to the twosome.

With last ditch desperation, Jake jumps forward to place himself more bodily between the little girl and the bear. Even with his teeth bared and hackles raised into a furrow down his spine, the effect was hardly intimidating. Jake's pretty sure the bear's returning snarl was more laughter than growl. ]
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Jake glances briefly over his shoulder, acknowledging at the spreading fractures in reality with a hasty oh man before turning his attention back to the man.

Wait, no. The boy. Jake blinks hard, certain he can see his own son in Kazuma's place on the back of his eyelids. It rattles him, opening them again to look almost accusingly at the human boy who'd replaced his pup.

Is this what they meant by blink and you miss--]


Aw c'mon, buddy. Don't be dramatic. [ He hears himself saying, for all he can't feel his mouth moving. ] Forever's a lot shorter than you think.
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Patience wasn't a virtue that came naturally to Jake. He'd been a terror about waiting as a puppy (and for an embarrassingly long time post-puppyhood), falling easily into a boredom so intense it bordered on hostile. It took hard work, a couple dozen self-help books, and finding Buddhism for Jake to not want to gnaw his own leg off when confronted with a stretch of silence without clear end.

The efforts of that labor come in the casual way Jake leans his weight against the little boy, falling into an almost trance like dozing state as he waits for Sizhui to decide what he wanted. When that time does come, Jake's eyelids flutter with renewed wakefulness. Just in time to catch the (almost) smile before it's pressed back down to a serious line. ]


That's kind of a big question. [ Jake offers, honestly. ] I like to think we're friends, but he's not the kind of man that advertises his secrets.

[ The dog quirks a little smile as he recalls one of their few exchanges that went past the philosophical towards the personal. His tail begins to wag unbidden at the memory, Jake's feelings towards his own children coloring his tone. ]

He loves you very much, though. That I know for sure.
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[personal profile] rootlessly 2023-07-30 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, he can be a big jerk sometimes. [He does that little kid thing of puffing out his cheeks before slowly letting the air back out.]

But he is my brother. Rem says we shouldn't fight so much.

[Aside from her, they are all each other has in the world, after all. At least...until the other humans wake up, and maybe they'll have friends. He hopes so.]

I'm Vash. What about you?
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-07-30 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[He keeps Finn in his arms as he listens to the memory of a conversation that isn't his even if in a strange way it feels like it is right now. One hand rubs Finn's back as he holds him, and he hums quietly, more to himself than Finn. There's an indescribable peace he's always felt when a child in his arms and it's been so long since he's had the chance to hold one. (Not just any child though, one that holds a piece of his heart.)]

You'll be alright, Finn. [He says, adding his own voice to the conversation whether it'll make a difference or not. As he holds the boy, he moves through the forest until he comes upon a peaceful little stream. His eyes catch on movement in the water, and he raises his eyes in surprise at the sight of Jake sitting there. It only takes one glance over his shoulder to realize that Jake is only present in the reflection.]

You've been causing me quite a lot of trouble you know. [He says to the image of the dog, voice teasing despite it all.]
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Whichever of the two men Finn heard, their words slow buildup in Finn's eye. A few fat tears manage to escape anyway, rolling down his ruddy cheeks in an almost cartoonish display of cuteness. It was the kind of cute that couldn't actually be real; edges polished off by time and the fuzzy recollections of two very different foundlings who wound up meaning everything to two very different men.

Of all the beliefs, all the dreams, all the values that the two of them held in common (and at odds), it's fitting that this was the overlapping moment where Wei Wuxian's search is finally at an end. ]


Me? [ The dog laughs, careful not to rouse the sleeping boy in his arms. A-Yuan is a perfect mirror of where Finn was currently dozing softy against Wei Wuxian's chest... He looked cute in blue. ] You're a tough man to find, buddy. I thought maybe you were avoiding me.

[ Jake blinks, head canting to the side in doggish curiosity. ]

Actually... I don't think I've ever seen you this calm?
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-07-30 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Avoiding. [He almost scoffs, only saving it for the same reason that Jake keeps his laugh quiet. It's not his fault that your brain is weird Jake! He was doing his best! Mostly.]

Hmmm...you haven't? [Oh. Oh. He chuckles low under his breath shaking his head.] Ah...it's easier like this. [He gestures to the reflection.]

I don't feel so...you know. [Afraid. His lopsided smile sobers a little and he shakes his head, wiping a tear from Finn's cheek as he does and pressing a soft kiss to his forehead.]

Please tell me you know how to get me out of here?
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That quiet laugh remains in place as he chuffs out a second one, mirroring Wei Wuxian's tenderness towards the child in his own arms. It's not a one to one picture, of course. Where Wei Wuxian dries Finn's cheek, Jake pushes back an errant tendril of hair broken free from the boy's topknot.

When the younger man puts words to the obvious, the old dog's faint amusement comes only through an exhale. ]


Yeah, they're pretty great, huh? [ He agrees, the relatively lowkey statement intensified by a deep, long held warmth. ] I miss it, seeing little kids around. It's the kinda thing you don't realize you're missing, until you... y'know, do.

[ Almost like seeing a friend's face free of the choking grip of fear for the very first time. ]

I'm not avoiding your question, bee-tee-dubs. [ Jake admits, bouncing a-Yuan with an exhausted shrug. ] I was kinda hoping you'd know. How'd you get into a pond, anyway?
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-07-30 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wei Wuxian shrugs, shaking his head.]

I'm not in a pond, I'm in your memory or...I don't know. It wasn't like this with any of the others. Once the memories came to an end, it all just faded away. [But none of this has been like the others at all.]

You know, nothing tried to kill me in any of those others though? Your mind is very rude.
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That gives Jake pause, doggy brows raise in surprise. The confusion is short-lived, those same brows drawing low suddenly in doubt and... recognition. ]

Wait. What tried to kill you?
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-07-30 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. [He answers honestly.] It's form kept changing but I think...I think it had red eyes. And it looked like a shadow when it didn't look like anything else.

But don't worry, it didn't do a very good job of it.

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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For a long moment, Jake was still. If it weren’t for the way a freshly awoken a-Yuan was playing with his ear, the reflection wouldn’t be moving at all. Gears turned, memories knitting and reknitting, before sudden recognition jarred Jake’s reflection back to life. ]

You need to wake me up. [ He says, urgently and with absolute certainty. ] Wake me up and we’ll bout get back. I promise.
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-07-30 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
How? [Comes Wei Wuxian's response immediately, his voice growing serious at the obvious change in Jake. It's obvious whatever he'd said had triggered something in Jake and since this is his memory or mind or whatever it is, he's keen to take his cues from him.]
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
You think I know? [ Jake asks, voice raspier with uncertainty. He brings a paw up to pinch at one of his neckrolls, hard enough to prompt an involuntary yip. It did nothing, prompting several more pinches. ] Maybe--maybe I can't be the one to do it. That's not how it worked for Prismo, either.

[ Who is Prismo? A question with an answer for another time. ]

Try pinching yourself. [ Jake urges, hastily. ] A real pinch, too. No wussing out.

[ As Jake delivers his instructions, Wei Wuxian will feel the child in his arms begin to stir. Upon looking down, he'll see Finn's chubby wrist adorned with the same dog bracelet from before. His thumb and index pinch together clumsily several times, looking for all the world like one of a hundred meaningless little motions a toddler might make in a day as they learned to navigate their world.

But nothing in this world was really meaningless, was it? ]
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[personal profile] doooooog 2023-07-30 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh, brothers can be like that, yeah. I got two, believe it or not. [ Only one of whom he had a good relationship with, though he and Jermaine's relationship was starting to mend lately. It took for them both to become old men for the two psuedo-twins to start seeing eye to eye on how they'd been brought up.

But hey! That's brothers for you. ]


Vash, huh? [ Jake strains through his memory, coming up empty (which didn't mean they hadn't met). ] I'm gonna remember that. But for now, I think maybe you and I should clear outta here before things get any more, uh...

[ Jake points up at the wide expanse of white, slowly bleeding in down from the ceiling. The mark of a memory starting to fade. ]
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[personal profile] coordination 2023-07-30 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I do agree, it's not worth it when one becomes obsessed and corrupted.

But having none at all, unable to take any sort of action take any control of your circumstance ... that's just as frightening. And the lines always move and vary and blur so it's never easy to know when you're somewhere "safe." Is there's even a place considered as much.
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[personal profile] singlelogbridge 2023-07-30 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[He reaches up immediately, shifting Finn carefully in his arms so that he can pinch himself in the forearm. It does nothing and his brow furrows, eyes shifting to watch that little pinching motion of Finn's. Maybe he just heard what Jake said or...maybe it was something else. He's as much a construct of Jake's mind as anything here, isn't he?

Is he supposed to pinch Finn? No, that wouldn't make any sense if he's a memory, and anyway, he's just a little one. Or maybe he's supposed to have Finn pinch him?

The thought sparks a memory of his own and his eyes narrow in suspicion. He has to adjust his hold on Finn again, but he manages eventually to hold him in a way that he can reach up and pinch his own neck, hard the way Jake encouraged—and the way he remembers Finn had pinched him in that forest in Alydhion.
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