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ximilia mods ([personal profile] ximilian) wrote in [community profile] ximilialog2023-06-01 06:40 pm

MISSION: THE AI AND THE COMMANDER

M I S S I O N   1 4 . 0

SOMEWHENPRESENT DAYFYI

// SOMEWHEN  


The hum of the teleportation platform is familiar, filling your ears as the bright light dissipates enough to safely open your eyes. You feel something solid beneath your feet, and the lack of scent from the asphalt and dirt in Nuhiri and Deumia marks a departure from anything resembling a planet, the space around you giving you no reason to think anything of it. You're on the Ximilia once again — finally. Another mission successfully accomplished, for whatever other hardships you and the rest of the team have endured. Hot food and hot showers await, and Newt will surely be scurrying off to prepare for the team’s usual post-mission movie night.

You’re back and you can’t wait for Viveca to greet you, and for Degar to take the orb away, back to the North Wing to join the other ones.

Except … the station’s walls appear to be peeling, and some of the equipment looks a little older and unpolished. There’s even a layer of space-dust on one of the control boards. And most importantly: no one is here to greet you. As you turn and look to your fellow crewmates in confusion, even now some of you might start to wonder at the change of routine. Ivy, who had just been handling the orb, will be empty-handed, but surely there’s nothing to worry about. The station is peaceful and still. Nothing feels amiss … yet. And then:

// 0-L1V-14
Oh, hello. You are not the team I know. Yet you are here for the orb … Good.

The sound of 0-L1V-14 — or 'Olivia' as many have come to call her — voice springs to life around you. She almost seems to sound confused for a moment, clearly recalibrating her systems for this strange occurrence, before the gentle tenor of her voice regains its composure and she recalls her mission directive. The lights in the teleportation platform seem to glow just a little brighter, as though the arrival of the crew has buoyed the AI's spirits.

// 0-L1V-14
I've located one within the station, but it seems to have fractured. The air around them appears to have some sort of temporal disturbance that I can't quite pin down. Be cautious, but bring them to me before anything happens.

Well? You heard the AI. Best to start looking.


1.0   The first thing you might think to do is return to the sleeping quarters, either to clean up and change into another set of clothes; or to take a much-deserved nap; or maybe you just need a moment to yourself to collect your thoughts. The doors to the sleeping quarters seem to stick for a moment, which isn’t worrying in and of itself, but as the doors slide open you realize that you’re looking into a dark and empty carved out space that resembles a place for storage more than anything else. The walls and doors that used to make up your individual rooms are absent, and the floors are stripped bare, with rows of perforated grates allowing the cavernous space to remain relatively well-ventilated. It’s clear that no one has visited this room in quite some time, and perhaps there had once been plans for it, now abandoned to hold a stock of random items in its place.

There are boxes stacked against the wall, and a shelving unit that holds miscellaneous supplies: cans and boxes, batteries and wires, old bound notebooks made of paper. Rolls of rough tarp are haphazardly leaning against the wall to one corner, and thermal blankets are scattered amongst scraps of loose-leaf, a sketch of a cluster of spherical shapes in different colours, and other foreign knick-knacks that seem to have no place on a space station. If you decide to explore this space you’ll have to provide your own source of light as none of the lighting above seem to work though the row of fixtures that you’re used to seem, at least, to have been installed. They’re just not currently online.

Investigating the room a little deeper might draw you to a simple metal box sitting in the middle shelf next to what looks like a half-broken lute, its strings missing. There is no lock on this box, as though it wants to be opened, and lifting the lid will reveal a bright rosy-coloured light. Reaching out towards the small sliver of light in the shape of an elongated teardrop will recall a memory of your childhood so vivid, you’ll think you were back in that time, in that exact moment, to relive it again. Whether it's a good memory or a tragic one is left up to random chance. Only someone entering the room to talk you through your memory will remind you that you aren’t actually a child any longer.


2.0   Perhaps you decide to forgo the sleeping quarters entirely, and want to revisit one of your favourite simulations in the simulation room. Familiar oceans, the futuristic bar, or the room filled with adorable puppies might be your first choice — but every preset you’re used to scrolling through seems to be different now. There are the standard, familiar pre-mission training simulations, and even the Lodgen Mountain Mines mission appears to be here, but everything else has either been deleted … or it was never here to begin with.

You might decide to go ahead with one of the already existing simulations anyway, or you might want to start rewriting the one you’d come here for in the first place. It will depend on your luck, and it will depend on the success of your mission-training, but a small shard of bright, silvery coloured light may suddenly reveal itself to you. It appears like a thin tear-shape that hangs suspended in the air. The faintest whisper beckons you close; it’s familiar. Will you reach out to touch it? Doing so will colour the simulation room around you with a memory so real it might as well be — suddenly you might recall a happy moment in your life, or perhaps your greatest victory or adventure. This can be shared with whoever enters the simulation room with you or after you, and will fade when you manage to locate the right door and leave the room.


3.0   The sunlight room that you may have walked through on countless occasions is missing the familiar bridge, the river that runs beneath it, and trees that surround it. Instead, the vegetation around you appears to be far more deliberate and practical, thick foliage like bushes planted in rows, their large leaves covering most of the ground and soil. Several small metal boxes with wires and buttons can be found planted across the space, each with a thin rotating disc that whirs and spins quietly. Each of these boxes appears to give off readings, each screen displaying a continuous green wavy line scrolling across it and text that displays the quality of the air with a percentile grade, the amount of it being produced, and that particular box’s designation zone: Mess Hall, Storage, Living Quarters, and Teleportation Platform among others. This isn’t just a room that simulates nature, but if you were to approach any of the small bushes and saplings here, it’s clear that the plants here are real and they’re currently working to provide the rest of the station with oxygen.

Further to the back of the sunlight room, a bright sliver of colourful green light seems to glitter and glint between the leaves. It feels familiar in the way that it whispers faintly, and if you concentrate you can make out the sound of your name in a voice like that of someone from your past: a friend, perhaps, or a family member. Maybe a loved one or an enemy. Or perhaps it’s a voice you can’t actually recognize. It might compel you to reach out for the light, but will you listen? Or will you turn away?

If you embrace the light and call out in answer to the voice, you will re-experience the action, the conversation, or the thought that you attribute as being the reason you are who you are today with that most important person being the key piece in your memory.


4.0   Looking for your usual snacks? Feeling peckish for that bowl of instant spicy space-ramen you saved for post-mission? You might head into the kitchen expecting the familiar foodstuffs that you’re used to only to find that the room has been rearranged, with far fewer cupboards and appliances, and more of what looks like typical space-fare: freeze-fried items and nutrition-focused meals sealed into silver foiled bags. What ‘fresh’ ingredients exist are even less, and there are a stack of dirty plates and cutlery in the sink that don’t look like anything you or your crewmates might have used. You may already suspect that this whole station isn’t the one you’re used to, or you might still be in denial. Either way, you may find through your rummaging the call to a little sliver of coppery-coloured light located behind the freezer door.

If you decide to touch the fragment of light here, you’ll feel a ghostly burning as though the glint of the light has cut your skin, almost cold enough to feel sharp — but it’s just your imagination, isn’t it? What you remember now as it comes back to life around you (and the team member or members who may have joined you) is the best meal you’ve ever eaten, whether it is something you made for yourself, something made by your loved one, or the meal that leaves your heart feeling empty and aching.


5.0   You may have become so accustomed to seeing the North Wing doors sealed that it’s your curiosity that draws you forward to the wide expanse beyond the now open wing, your feet testing the threshold as if you’re expecting an invisible wall to keep you out. Nothing happens when you step into the North Wing, though you might immediately notice the large tank that holds all of the team’s successfully captured orbs is very clearly missing. And not only that but the space appears to be well lived in, a small cluster of worn chairs and a table set to one side, and data pads and drawings on white-boards in plain view. They don’t seem to be much more than a couple of crude strategy diagrams (and a couple of silly stick figures in one corner) and as you move towards the crew quarters, some of you might instantly recognize the familiar room with its rows of beds and a scattering of personal effects assigned to each bunk. Photos are pinned to walls of a twenty-person crew, pillows and blankets are left in disarray by unfinished knitting projects, a diary written in a language you can’t quite translate, and a stuffed elephant-shaped plush doll lies at the head of one of the beds in the middle of the room. By the door is a neatly made bed. An analogue paperback novel sits on the nightstand, a bookmark set in the middle to note its progress. On top of it is a well-kept watch stopped a little after the sixth hour and a medal of service in the now recognizable insignia of the Ndiera Complex’s Federation.

By the far wall of these sleeping quarters is a bright golden starlight that seems to illuminate that side of the room as though someone had turned on a torchlight to the highest setting; it’s almost blinding. Moving closer to it, you’ll find that it’s like all the other slivers of light scattered across the station — a broken shard, like a piece of a large puzzle. Touching it may pull you — and whoever might be in the room with you — into a memory from your time with the Ximilia crew, whether it happened over a year ago, or it happened only on the last mission. It might be a happy memory, or it might be something you regret, which is poignant considering your initial raison d’etre for being here at all. It’s a vision that appears from your perspective and while you relive it, you feel outside of yourself.


6.0   The rest of the station still appears to be intact, with the infirmary, the training room, and the armoury in the same locations that you remember. Those of you who have been here for quite some time, you’ll find your way around by muscle memory alone; but even if you’re a newer member of the crew you’ll have wandered the halls enough to know what feels familiar to you … and what doesn’t.

The infirmary looks to be a little out of date, though it looks as if it’s seen its fair share of use. And it’s smaller too, the more recent addition and surgical area missing from the cozy space. The training room and the armoury share similar qualities of seeming a little older, a little more lived in, and with well-used equipment and weapons to boot. The training room is still padded with firm padded flooring and benches for sitting. Some of the racks and hooks (all empty) that had been against the wall have fallen now, and similar to the teleportation room, you’ll find that some of the paneling in this room has since peeled away, revealing some of the bare structure behind them. In the armoury, you won’t find your favourite knife or preferred staff but there are still a few choices in weaponry to arm yourself with.

Wherever you decide to explore, you might once more happen upon a bright bluish light that seems to whisper and call to you in soft, hushed tones. No specific words can be picked out through the murmurs but the feeling is all the same — it draws you forward like a moth to flame, but whether you decide to reach a hand out to touch the sliver of light that hangs suspended in the air is entirely your choice. If you do, you might succumb to a vivid memory of a significant injury you or someone important to you had suffered once, reliving that moment with too sharp clarity. Those feelings of fear or threat or maybe even satisfaction seem to come to you again as though you were there again — only this time you may not be alone as you witness this memory, and someone else has entered the room with you.

Present Day.

The teleportation platform hums quietly in a clean, well-maintained room. No walls or floors appear to be even the least bit dented, and now the Commander of the Ximilia stands behind the control board, staring at the screen as though doing so will bring their crew back by some wild form of magic. Degar knows magic — he’d come from a world so full of it. This, however, is something different.

Beside him, Viveca scans through the data that had sent the crew into the Ndiera Complex, as it should have brought them back the same way, with the orb in tow.

// VIVECA
“I don’t know how it happened… they should have arrived here. Everything seemed normal! But I’ll figure it out. We’ll figure it out.”

// DEGAR
“They could be anywhere, right? Except we can’t even help them if we don’t know where that might be.”

// VIVECA
“I know. The strange thing is that it seems that we’ve located another orb… only, it states that it’s here. On the station. So even if the platform sent them straight to it… why aren’t they here?”

The Commander and the AI both turn their gaze towards the still empty teleportation platform before exchanging worried glances with each other. Degar finally heaves an exhale but the frown in his features deepens.

// DEGAR
“Keep working at it. I’m going to see what I can figure out in the station’s systems. Maybe we can trace back to the team somewhere. Or somewhen.”

Viveca nods, her voice sounding complicated when she responds next.

// VIVECA
“Yeah. We’ll find them.”

TOP


F Y I

The events in this log take place during the first two weeks of June.

For this mission, we have decided to run the search request mechanic a little differently. Depending on whether your character decides to touch or grasp one or any of the slivers of coloured light that can be found throughout the station, you will have the opportunity to participate in a search request. More on this is explained HERE.

If you have questions about any of the prompts or the mission in general, please direct them HERE.

Any in-character questions to 0-L1V-14 can be asked HERE.

And finally, your soundtrack for this log:

TOP


NAV

peasant: (alina-ep1-11)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-28 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
But the reading and writing portion isn't hypothetical for you.

[ presumably. chishiya has a studious acumen — though she can't envision anything he may want to write, beyond notes tucked away into his reading. even envisioning him as a poet threatens to fracture her facade with an upturn of her lips. ]

Is it?
dispassioned: (pic#16366736)

[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-28 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[He blinks.]

Well, no, probably not.

[As soon as he says "probably" he knows he'll be called out on it.]

Not that I have anything in particular to read right now.

[He hasn't had a chance to collect many books yet. When it comes down to it he hasn't spent a lot of time on the Ximilia itself, so aside from clothing, which he prioritized collecting from the supply drop after he arrived, he doesn't have many possessions. Most of the stuff he bought for himself on Naephus got left behind.]
peasant: (alina-ep3-7)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-28 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, no, not right now.

[ unless he enjoys reading the sunlight room's metrics over and over again, simply to keep himself sane enough to stave off boredom. her eyes scan, pointedly, across the strange plot of shrubbery encasing them. ]

But there's a cache of books onboard some wouldn't mind sharing.

[ notably, she doesn't volunteer her own collection. chishiya seems too level-headed for the windswept, whimsical nature of romances to spin him away. her stash of adventure books and ther heroism are likely to ping his cynicism. she tips her head, eyes narrowed in a quick, assessing study of him. no, shuntaro seems the type to indulge in the novels she actively avoids leafing through — mysteries. if there's any fictional pursuit he has in mind, it's one that would challenge his intellect.

but she's had quite enough of uncovering pages of secrets to relish them just the same.
]

Leonard must have medical tomes somewhere. And you could always ask Kovacs for reading material if you're feeling ... lonely.

[ still running with the narrative of blaming kovacs for her smut books? yes. always. ]
eschewings: (03)

[personal profile] eschewings 2023-06-28 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ oh, huaisang thinks, this explains a lot.

he doesn't hear it all, but he hears enough to piece together a coherent picture of what is happening — the shock that briefly escapes the control that this younger itachi hasn't honed to iron just yet, the older man's words.

briefly, he wonders if the fact that he is one of wei wuxian's oldest friends will protect him from itachi's wrath for seeing this. well —

it is his own reflexes, however, that protect him from the knife. he is faster than perhaps expected, or even warranted; the knife wasn't meant to hurt him, after all.
]

You didn't have to do that, [ he says with his whiniest voice, lips pouting in a direct contrast to the wary man that walked closer just a second ago. ]

Where are we? This is... a memorial?
drawsblood: (33)

[personal profile] drawsblood 2023-06-28 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Such a thing sounds handy and like his pills wouldn't be taking up room she could use for something else. ]

I already know who: Daisy. I've told her about this.

[ Granted, that was a very recent admission on his part as well, spurred on by the sight of his memories, but luckily these are people he doesn't feel wary about having this information on him. ]

Back in my world, I hadn't given up. I was hoping to find a magical healer outside my country who could cure me. I can't go home again. I'd be executed for leaving the army without permission. But I suppose if my regret is undone this will never have happened and I can be home again.
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[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-28 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Actually, it has occurred to him that McCoy has a few hundred years worth of medical research Chishiya could dive into. He might ask him about that once they're back on the right version of the Ximilia.

But that's not what he chooses to focus on. No, he's focusing on her suggestion he read smut. He quirks an eyebrow, his lips twitching in amusement.]


Ah, do you think I should? Would you like me to take notes?

[He told her once there are things to be learned from smutty books, after all.]
peasant: (alina-ep1-15)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-28 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ little shit. every tic in his expression — that quivering mouth, the smugly amused arc of an eyebrow — presents an indisputable fact: he's poking fun at her reading habits. alina peers back at him, almost uncomfortably unblinking, like a doll peacefully sat on a shelf.

anything more, she imagines, would be a reward for his usual behavior. casually, obnoxiously, sidestepping it is the only option for her in this little war of attrition. she shrugs an unbothered shoulder, almost too casually unbothered.
]

Do I think you should study Leonard's books? Well, if you believe notes will help you practice in the infirmary, I don't see why not.

[ being purposefully and obnoxiously obtuse, it seems, has ts benefits. ]
Edited 2023-06-28 21:34 (UTC)
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[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-28 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[He grins at her, genuinely, showing teeth and dimples. It's obvious that this delights him. That she'll play with him like this and push him.

Would he have been equally delighted if he'd flustered her? Maybe. But who doesn't enjoy a win-win situation.

He huffs softly, canting his head to the side in something like acknowledgement. ]


Well, he is a few centuries ahead of me. It couldn't hurt.
peasant: (alina-sab-00134)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-28 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he looks entirely too pleased with himself. the very picture of the cat who got the cream. alina grants him a Look™️ in return, put-upon in her internal suffering. not that there's much left to be shameful over, she supposes, when he'd had his hand in her underwear in public.

still. it's the principle of the matter, and her undisclosed trove of scandalous reading material. (for leonard's sake, she seals away the fact that he'd have reading material of that variety to borrow, too.)
]

Don't act like you're not dying to get your hands on them.

[ nerd. ]
oiorpata: (42)

[personal profile] oiorpata 2023-06-28 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she nods, easily. ] I trust her. I'd say with my life, but I'm not sure it applies the same way to me.

[ not when she'll bounce back from it. but daisy would save her anyway. ]

[ she's very familiar with the execution of deserters - most recently, it was booker's first death - but every thing she hears about this system joric comes from frustrates her as much as she understands it, simply because she's been around that kind of world (sans magic) for much longer than not. ]


Then don't ask anyone to kill you when you go full berserker mode. [ she's teasingly chastising him. ] But good. Maybe there is someone out there who can fix it, if the orb plan falls through.
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[personal profile] homeostatic 2023-06-28 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
( Truly, best to let Bones handle this: sweeping his fingers forward over the top of Jim's head and his temples, gathering his hair back and carding the lightly-scented lather through the wet strands. For any tension he finds, Bones massages it out, focusing on all the underlying, interconnected nerves and muscles in his scalp with the firm and gentle press of his fingertips.

It's something he hasn't got to do for a while, just this casually intimate gesture; meditative for him, the simple pleasure of looking after someone he deeply cares for.

Once he's satisfied, he puts a hand on Jim's forehead, and tips his head back to rinse it clean. )


There.
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[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-28 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[He would claim he was pleased with her rather than himself, really.

He hums, still amused, even as she levels that Look at him.]


Is that how I was acting?
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[personal profile] drawsblood 2023-06-28 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He nods, feeling the same way. If anything, Daisy's determination and stubbornness can pull her through anything. So even if he were on the brink of death he's sure she'd figure out a way to keep him alive. ]

It's different here. I like the people so if it came between me and them...

[ Trailing off, he shrugs. ]

But no, I don't exactly have a death wish. I've just have some time to think up the worst scenario. Maybe there is someone out there who can help me. Time will tell.
peasant: (alina-ep1-12)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-28 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"It couldn't hurt."

[ the soft pitch of her voice strains, fails to imitate the scrape of gravel in his own vibrato. but the impression of cool, nonchalance is there — an airy breeze of a statement. the Look™️ intensifies with a wry lean of her head, as though daring him to challenge that echo. nearly everything chishiya does, she's learned, is understated. like a pebble in a lake, she's had to learn to watch for the slightest quiver.

with dry cheekiness:
] I am simply overwhelmed by your excitement.
dispassioned: (pic#16259481)

[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-28 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[He smiles again at her attempt to imitate him. Actually he supposes the vibe is definitely there, even if her voice can't drop quite as low as his. So, he doesn't challenge it.

He does, however, answer her sass with some of his own.]


Ah, well, if you're overwhelmed I can tone it down a little.
Edited 2023-06-28 23:29 (UTC)
peasant: (alina-sab-00012)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-28 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not so sure that's humanly possible.

[ what's cooler than being cool? ice cold. her eyebrows drift upward, contemplating; watching him speak as blandly as an automaton is a nerve-wracking thought, actually, but never one to be cowed by a challenge — ]

Be my guest if you think you can manage.
dispassioned: (pic#16249594)

[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-28 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[He takes a deep breath and releases it in a thoughtful hum, as though he's seriously considering it. And then:]

You know, I don't think I can. I'm not in the mood.

[Is this?? A concession??]
peasant: (alina32046)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-29 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ hm. the sweet taste of victory. ]

No? I have to say, I'm shocked.

[ a smile drips across her mouth, slow and languid. some piece of her expects he's yielding just to give her this win — the other half of her simply doesn't care. a win is a win. and it's amusing, besides, to see him crumple a little, in the face of a proposed challenge. ]

Oh well. I suppose we all have limits.
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[personal profile] karumic 2023-06-29 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[It is a foggy night in London when it happens, as it usually is. The apprentice has only been in Lord van Zieks' tutelage--such as it is--for about a month and a half now, but it is already not the first time they've been accosted on the way back to van Zieks' townhouse from a late night at the prosecutor's office.

It is, however, the first time it results in an injury. The apprentice makes short work of the thugs, who truthfully break and flee at the first flash of live steel from his scabbard--they'd already been caught off guard by there being two targets, and apparently hadn't been aware their would-be victims were ready to defend themselves either. It's a good thing, because as the apprentice turns back it's to the sight of his mentor bent on his knee, fresh blood blooming from a gash down his side.

It's a shallow cut, barely more than a scratch, but enough to ruin the shirt and make walking difficult. The apprentice stops short as van Zieks gets to his feet. They have not known each other long and there is little trust lost between them, but van Zieks has been, if anything, far kinder than he would have expected from a misanthropic nobleman. His own natural empathy won't allow him to simply witness the man struggle; after a moment, he extends an arm for van Zieks to brace himself with, if he needs.

Van Zieks' pride won't let him, of course. A hand on his side to staunch the flow of blood, he insists on continuing down the street under his own power, as if he hadn't been injured at all.

The apprentice watches him go past, and lets his hand drop. There's nothing he can say in protest, after all.]
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[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-29 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
[He would say she won fair and square, though not by wearing him down so much as by putting him in a good enough mood that acting apathetic seemed like a chore.

It’s a novel way to lose.]


We do, though this is a new one.
karumic: (pic#15816771)

[personal profile] karumic 2023-06-29 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
[It is past midnight, and Kazuma is studying. He sits in seiza at his low desk in his borrowed room at the Mikotoba estate and pores over textbooks, back ramrod straight, as he has done for hours. University entrance exams take place next week, and failure absolutely isn't an option. Everyone's expectations are riding on this, not least of all Kazuma's own. He's been set on his path too long to falter here.

There is a set of soft footsteps, and a young girl of perhaps fourteen approaches from behind, a platter with a steaming cup of tea in her hands. She kneels onto the tatami and leaves the plate a step behind and to the left of him. Before she can stand to leave, Kazuma turns and smiles at her over his shoulder.]


You know you shouldn't be up so late, Susato-san.

[The girl's eyes widen and her hands fly to her mouth; apparently she'd thought she was being stealthy. In the next moment, however, her expression flattens.

"It is my duty to support you in your endeavors to the best of my ability, Kazuma-sama." Which really means I'm only up because you are. All he can do in response is laugh at her.]


Thank you for the tea. I could use a break, truthfully. As long as you're here, will you sit and share it with me?

[Susato doesn't have to accept in words; the soft smile in her eyes and the fold of her hands in her lap is answer enough. It's become something of a ritual between them, her silently holding vigil while he studies.]
peasant: (pic#15045819)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-29 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ posing the question feels a little like willfully stepping into a snare. still, she regards him with a curious — if not altogether oblivious — glint before: ]

How do you mean?
dispassioned: (pic#16300061)

[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-29 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[The corner of his mouth twitches upward, amusement still lingering in his expression and his tone.]

Well, I don't usually enjoy being outplayed so much.
peasant: (alina-ep2-11)

[personal profile] peasant 2023-06-29 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ she startles into a laugh. no, he wouldn't, would it? not when the consequences for failure are so steep in borderland. it's a grim thought she doesn't allow to live for long before she buries it under a mound of more pleasant associations. before she brightens into a smug smile that would rival any of his own.

between them, her (clean) hand finds his, threading their fingers in an interlocked tapestry.
]

You had best get used to it. I have a sense it's going to be happening quite often.
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[personal profile] deaddrop 2023-06-29 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
I do prefer when you come back.

[Which is to say, she likes her. Natasha won't go so far as to admit she'd miss Andy if she were gone, but you know.

She just might.]


I get what you're saying about the risk assessment.