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ximilia mods ([personal profile] ximilian) wrote in [community profile] ximilialog2023-06-01 06:40 pm

MISSION: THE AI AND THE COMMANDER

M I S S I O N   1 4 . 0

SOMEWHENPRESENT DAYFYI

// SOMEWHEN  


The hum of the teleportation platform is familiar, filling your ears as the bright light dissipates enough to safely open your eyes. You feel something solid beneath your feet, and the lack of scent from the asphalt and dirt in Nuhiri and Deumia marks a departure from anything resembling a planet, the space around you giving you no reason to think anything of it. You're on the Ximilia once again — finally. Another mission successfully accomplished, for whatever other hardships you and the rest of the team have endured. Hot food and hot showers await, and Newt will surely be scurrying off to prepare for the team’s usual post-mission movie night.

You’re back and you can’t wait for Viveca to greet you, and for Degar to take the orb away, back to the North Wing to join the other ones.

Except … the station’s walls appear to be peeling, and some of the equipment looks a little older and unpolished. There’s even a layer of space-dust on one of the control boards. And most importantly: no one is here to greet you. As you turn and look to your fellow crewmates in confusion, even now some of you might start to wonder at the change of routine. Ivy, who had just been handling the orb, will be empty-handed, but surely there’s nothing to worry about. The station is peaceful and still. Nothing feels amiss … yet. And then:

// 0-L1V-14
Oh, hello. You are not the team I know. Yet you are here for the orb … Good.

The sound of 0-L1V-14 — or 'Olivia' as many have come to call her — voice springs to life around you. She almost seems to sound confused for a moment, clearly recalibrating her systems for this strange occurrence, before the gentle tenor of her voice regains its composure and she recalls her mission directive. The lights in the teleportation platform seem to glow just a little brighter, as though the arrival of the crew has buoyed the AI's spirits.

// 0-L1V-14
I've located one within the station, but it seems to have fractured. The air around them appears to have some sort of temporal disturbance that I can't quite pin down. Be cautious, but bring them to me before anything happens.

Well? You heard the AI. Best to start looking.


1.0   The first thing you might think to do is return to the sleeping quarters, either to clean up and change into another set of clothes; or to take a much-deserved nap; or maybe you just need a moment to yourself to collect your thoughts. The doors to the sleeping quarters seem to stick for a moment, which isn’t worrying in and of itself, but as the doors slide open you realize that you’re looking into a dark and empty carved out space that resembles a place for storage more than anything else. The walls and doors that used to make up your individual rooms are absent, and the floors are stripped bare, with rows of perforated grates allowing the cavernous space to remain relatively well-ventilated. It’s clear that no one has visited this room in quite some time, and perhaps there had once been plans for it, now abandoned to hold a stock of random items in its place.

There are boxes stacked against the wall, and a shelving unit that holds miscellaneous supplies: cans and boxes, batteries and wires, old bound notebooks made of paper. Rolls of rough tarp are haphazardly leaning against the wall to one corner, and thermal blankets are scattered amongst scraps of loose-leaf, a sketch of a cluster of spherical shapes in different colours, and other foreign knick-knacks that seem to have no place on a space station. If you decide to explore this space you’ll have to provide your own source of light as none of the lighting above seem to work though the row of fixtures that you’re used to seem, at least, to have been installed. They’re just not currently online.

Investigating the room a little deeper might draw you to a simple metal box sitting in the middle shelf next to what looks like a half-broken lute, its strings missing. There is no lock on this box, as though it wants to be opened, and lifting the lid will reveal a bright rosy-coloured light. Reaching out towards the small sliver of light in the shape of an elongated teardrop will recall a memory of your childhood so vivid, you’ll think you were back in that time, in that exact moment, to relive it again. Whether it's a good memory or a tragic one is left up to random chance. Only someone entering the room to talk you through your memory will remind you that you aren’t actually a child any longer.


2.0   Perhaps you decide to forgo the sleeping quarters entirely, and want to revisit one of your favourite simulations in the simulation room. Familiar oceans, the futuristic bar, or the room filled with adorable puppies might be your first choice — but every preset you’re used to scrolling through seems to be different now. There are the standard, familiar pre-mission training simulations, and even the Lodgen Mountain Mines mission appears to be here, but everything else has either been deleted … or it was never here to begin with.

You might decide to go ahead with one of the already existing simulations anyway, or you might want to start rewriting the one you’d come here for in the first place. It will depend on your luck, and it will depend on the success of your mission-training, but a small shard of bright, silvery coloured light may suddenly reveal itself to you. It appears like a thin tear-shape that hangs suspended in the air. The faintest whisper beckons you close; it’s familiar. Will you reach out to touch it? Doing so will colour the simulation room around you with a memory so real it might as well be — suddenly you might recall a happy moment in your life, or perhaps your greatest victory or adventure. This can be shared with whoever enters the simulation room with you or after you, and will fade when you manage to locate the right door and leave the room.


3.0   The sunlight room that you may have walked through on countless occasions is missing the familiar bridge, the river that runs beneath it, and trees that surround it. Instead, the vegetation around you appears to be far more deliberate and practical, thick foliage like bushes planted in rows, their large leaves covering most of the ground and soil. Several small metal boxes with wires and buttons can be found planted across the space, each with a thin rotating disc that whirs and spins quietly. Each of these boxes appears to give off readings, each screen displaying a continuous green wavy line scrolling across it and text that displays the quality of the air with a percentile grade, the amount of it being produced, and that particular box’s designation zone: Mess Hall, Storage, Living Quarters, and Teleportation Platform among others. This isn’t just a room that simulates nature, but if you were to approach any of the small bushes and saplings here, it’s clear that the plants here are real and they’re currently working to provide the rest of the station with oxygen.

Further to the back of the sunlight room, a bright sliver of colourful green light seems to glitter and glint between the leaves. It feels familiar in the way that it whispers faintly, and if you concentrate you can make out the sound of your name in a voice like that of someone from your past: a friend, perhaps, or a family member. Maybe a loved one or an enemy. Or perhaps it’s a voice you can’t actually recognize. It might compel you to reach out for the light, but will you listen? Or will you turn away?

If you embrace the light and call out in answer to the voice, you will re-experience the action, the conversation, or the thought that you attribute as being the reason you are who you are today with that most important person being the key piece in your memory.


4.0   Looking for your usual snacks? Feeling peckish for that bowl of instant spicy space-ramen you saved for post-mission? You might head into the kitchen expecting the familiar foodstuffs that you’re used to only to find that the room has been rearranged, with far fewer cupboards and appliances, and more of what looks like typical space-fare: freeze-fried items and nutrition-focused meals sealed into silver foiled bags. What ‘fresh’ ingredients exist are even less, and there are a stack of dirty plates and cutlery in the sink that don’t look like anything you or your crewmates might have used. You may already suspect that this whole station isn’t the one you’re used to, or you might still be in denial. Either way, you may find through your rummaging the call to a little sliver of coppery-coloured light located behind the freezer door.

If you decide to touch the fragment of light here, you’ll feel a ghostly burning as though the glint of the light has cut your skin, almost cold enough to feel sharp — but it’s just your imagination, isn’t it? What you remember now as it comes back to life around you (and the team member or members who may have joined you) is the best meal you’ve ever eaten, whether it is something you made for yourself, something made by your loved one, or the meal that leaves your heart feeling empty and aching.


5.0   You may have become so accustomed to seeing the North Wing doors sealed that it’s your curiosity that draws you forward to the wide expanse beyond the now open wing, your feet testing the threshold as if you’re expecting an invisible wall to keep you out. Nothing happens when you step into the North Wing, though you might immediately notice the large tank that holds all of the team’s successfully captured orbs is very clearly missing. And not only that but the space appears to be well lived in, a small cluster of worn chairs and a table set to one side, and data pads and drawings on white-boards in plain view. They don’t seem to be much more than a couple of crude strategy diagrams (and a couple of silly stick figures in one corner) and as you move towards the crew quarters, some of you might instantly recognize the familiar room with its rows of beds and a scattering of personal effects assigned to each bunk. Photos are pinned to walls of a twenty-person crew, pillows and blankets are left in disarray by unfinished knitting projects, a diary written in a language you can’t quite translate, and a stuffed elephant-shaped plush doll lies at the head of one of the beds in the middle of the room. By the door is a neatly made bed. An analogue paperback novel sits on the nightstand, a bookmark set in the middle to note its progress. On top of it is a well-kept watch stopped a little after the sixth hour and a medal of service in the now recognizable insignia of the Ndiera Complex’s Federation.

By the far wall of these sleeping quarters is a bright golden starlight that seems to illuminate that side of the room as though someone had turned on a torchlight to the highest setting; it’s almost blinding. Moving closer to it, you’ll find that it’s like all the other slivers of light scattered across the station — a broken shard, like a piece of a large puzzle. Touching it may pull you — and whoever might be in the room with you — into a memory from your time with the Ximilia crew, whether it happened over a year ago, or it happened only on the last mission. It might be a happy memory, or it might be something you regret, which is poignant considering your initial raison d’etre for being here at all. It’s a vision that appears from your perspective and while you relive it, you feel outside of yourself.


6.0   The rest of the station still appears to be intact, with the infirmary, the training room, and the armoury in the same locations that you remember. Those of you who have been here for quite some time, you’ll find your way around by muscle memory alone; but even if you’re a newer member of the crew you’ll have wandered the halls enough to know what feels familiar to you … and what doesn’t.

The infirmary looks to be a little out of date, though it looks as if it’s seen its fair share of use. And it’s smaller too, the more recent addition and surgical area missing from the cozy space. The training room and the armoury share similar qualities of seeming a little older, a little more lived in, and with well-used equipment and weapons to boot. The training room is still padded with firm padded flooring and benches for sitting. Some of the racks and hooks (all empty) that had been against the wall have fallen now, and similar to the teleportation room, you’ll find that some of the paneling in this room has since peeled away, revealing some of the bare structure behind them. In the armoury, you won’t find your favourite knife or preferred staff but there are still a few choices in weaponry to arm yourself with.

Wherever you decide to explore, you might once more happen upon a bright bluish light that seems to whisper and call to you in soft, hushed tones. No specific words can be picked out through the murmurs but the feeling is all the same — it draws you forward like a moth to flame, but whether you decide to reach a hand out to touch the sliver of light that hangs suspended in the air is entirely your choice. If you do, you might succumb to a vivid memory of a significant injury you or someone important to you had suffered once, reliving that moment with too sharp clarity. Those feelings of fear or threat or maybe even satisfaction seem to come to you again as though you were there again — only this time you may not be alone as you witness this memory, and someone else has entered the room with you.

Present Day.

The teleportation platform hums quietly in a clean, well-maintained room. No walls or floors appear to be even the least bit dented, and now the Commander of the Ximilia stands behind the control board, staring at the screen as though doing so will bring their crew back by some wild form of magic. Degar knows magic — he’d come from a world so full of it. This, however, is something different.

Beside him, Viveca scans through the data that had sent the crew into the Ndiera Complex, as it should have brought them back the same way, with the orb in tow.

// VIVECA
“I don’t know how it happened… they should have arrived here. Everything seemed normal! But I’ll figure it out. We’ll figure it out.”

// DEGAR
“They could be anywhere, right? Except we can’t even help them if we don’t know where that might be.”

// VIVECA
“I know. The strange thing is that it seems that we’ve located another orb… only, it states that it’s here. On the station. So even if the platform sent them straight to it… why aren’t they here?”

The Commander and the AI both turn their gaze towards the still empty teleportation platform before exchanging worried glances with each other. Degar finally heaves an exhale but the frown in his features deepens.

// DEGAR
“Keep working at it. I’m going to see what I can figure out in the station’s systems. Maybe we can trace back to the team somewhere. Or somewhen.”

Viveca nods, her voice sounding complicated when she responds next.

// VIVECA
“Yeah. We’ll find them.”

TOP


F Y I

The events in this log take place during the first two weeks of June.

For this mission, we have decided to run the search request mechanic a little differently. Depending on whether your character decides to touch or grasp one or any of the slivers of coloured light that can be found throughout the station, you will have the opportunity to participate in a search request. More on this is explained HERE.

If you have questions about any of the prompts or the mission in general, please direct them HERE.

Any in-character questions to 0-L1V-14 can be asked HERE.

And finally, your soundtrack for this log:

TOP


NAV

blackfire: (pic#15232610)

[personal profile] blackfire 2023-06-08 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I've asked him. He said that he deferred to the majority, but that is no guarantee he is telling the truth.

he rubs one finger along the edge of his small cup, and then takes it up in his hand. a tea shop, he'd told her. perhaps very much like this one, albeit that this one existed in a place other than his home.

We do not know what would happen, should a prior crewmember whose regret has been resolved suddenly become aware of the Ximilia's existence. It is worryingly coincidental, that after being presented with the possibility of such a thing that this event has occurred.

he studies the tea, which has refilled even with only one small sip taken, and then:

How engaged were you in Olivia's capture in December?
blackfire: (pic#15232663)

cw: suicidality, battle royale styled content, oop

[personal profile] blackfire 2023-06-08 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
he watches it all unfold before him. the thick stench of the room, the burn of the acid in the air. the woman's body, smoking from its position toppled against the console before her. and chishiya and the man, discussing their fates.

there is a cruelty here, but it is the sort he recognizes, a quantity of something known and understood, and set aside. what surprises him the most is the man's attitude throughout. it is not as though chishiya does not remain composed. it is more that — when he turns the tablet around, he changes the nature of the game. itachi has seen more than one person in his life choose death when living carries too much pain.

and he recognizes it, himself.

is this why, he wonders, he found the man in the ndiera complex in a hospital?

he gives chishiya a sidelong look, and then:


No, I imagine not.

there's a sort of bland agreement there. no judgment, no pity. just a stance that gives chishiya the ability to continue on as if nothing of note was seen.
locumstudentesquire: (pic#15885853)

[personal profile] locumstudentesquire 2023-06-08 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah.

[He sighs internally. Of course it is...

Maybe he can still get somewhere with that, though.]


That's alright. But what sort of protocol is that? Is it something that he, um, 'programmed' into you?

[Look at him, using the lingo.]
coordination: (distorting our connection)

[personal profile] coordination 2023-06-08 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
So you're avoiding the subject or are programmed not to mention where the collected orbs are. If they're even here at all - depending on what the hell is going on, here.

If the team hasn't been here as long as the Ximilia itself, was there a team before them? Who began construction on the station? Where did you come from?
coordination: (pic#16415791)

[personal profile] coordination 2023-06-08 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ While the time is jarring based on the environment, it's still familiar enough that Yzak can parse this as Earth. Just, old Earth. An Earth that existed when space was only a dream much less a possibility and eventually, a reality. An Earth where his people weren't even so much as an idea.

After overhearing the beginning of the conversation and heading in the same direction as the younger Mikotoba and whoever this other guy is—

Until he's spotted and waved over. ]


Hah? [ Yzak gives Breckinridge such a bewildered look. ] What the hell are you talking about? What is this?

[ But he blinks, and when he does he's in that enclosure now, behind the gate. And he looks down at the geese, refusing to look intimidated by them at all! Even if the way they're looking at him is ... concerning. ]
cruelyethuman: (Default)

[personal profile] cruelyethuman 2023-06-08 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Unleashing dragonfire, please.
Rain down hell and make them pay, Yen.]
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[personal profile] morethan084 2023-06-08 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Daisy’s already experienced something like this, so she knows there’s nothing she can actually do to help him. The area in which the memory takes place is just as jarring as the fact that he got shot, twice.]

I did.

[She finally says, once he’s snapped out of it. Adverting her gaze because the memory seemed very personal, and she feels almost guilty for watching it. Not that either of them had any control over it.]

Is this what you meant when you said he had been shot at?
morethan084: (armscrossed)

[personal profile] morethan084 2023-06-08 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Daisy smiles tightly, crossing her arms over her chest.]

The orbs are capable of a lot more than you’d imagine.

[She can’t help but be curious, and she attempts to gently pry…]

What was on the projector?
morethan084: (confused/sad)

[personal profile] morethan084 2023-06-08 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
So was I.

[Daisy admits, having thought about everything that had led up to that moment. Including her first time meeting him.]

I should’ve shot him when I had the chance.
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[personal profile] morethan084 2023-06-08 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[Andy has said on multiple occasions that her memory isn’t the greatest, and how could it be when she’s lived for so long?]

Do you remember this moment?
drawsblood: (11)

[personal profile] drawsblood 2023-06-08 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. It's easy to look back and know the decisions we should have made.

[ Gods know he's done it enough. ]

Did you manage to get revenge on him?
blackfire: (pic#15501345)

no i love it i will chew on it hello (also taking some liberties wrt his perceptions, if it works!)

[personal profile] blackfire 2023-06-08 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
by now these things are understood by rote. he stands within a memory, part of a shifting and fading crowd. where the light of alina's attention falls on the people, they are vivified. eyes and hair and skin gain colour and depth and warmth — when she turns, they turn shuttered and grey, almost listless, almost lifeless. an effect, as he understands it, of what she witnessed herself versus the gaps that imperfect memory has woven from the fabric of her lived experiences and the orb.

kirigan, somehow, takes up more air in the room than those around them. was it, he wonders, that her focus or her fear was on him then? he does not know enough to say — only what she had told him once, bitter and convinced he would use it against her as a weapon as if he had somehow drawn it out under torture.

things blacken and crumble as the scene around them shifts. people transmute into pillars of dust, and topple, and the scene rebuilds itself from the ashes. they are in a library, and he finds himself standing before a wall of books in a language he does not know, their spines thick and heavy with the gilt typesetting of another world, another time. one is taken down, as her light steps filter to him — but its pages are a roiling mess of ink, nothing comprehensible or that he can recognize via the skill of the sharingan.

when she calls out, he returns it to the shelf.


Itachi. I am here.

'here' being along the back wall, with the bright light from high windows pouring in against him. it warms the skin, even in the shroud of memory.

the truth is, he has no desire to be here, to see what she does not wish him to. she is one who has had much taken from her, and he has participated in the taking himself — even this feels too much, too intimate, too close. he turns in the direction of her voice, and waits for her to come to him.

somehow, he looks impossibly at ease despite that discomfort within the press and crush of her imaginings, as if he has found a way to slip between the atoms and occupy a space that barely causes a ripple. he cannot simply turn off his awareness of and tendency to manipulate the mind.
homeostatic: dnt (122)

[personal profile] homeostatic 2023-06-08 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I see.

( it's not a great feeling to learn that he's overlooked someone. though now that they have unohana and mikotoba, perhaps the young man simply felt more comfortable seeing a japanese physician instead. )

Well, ( he hedges, gesturing with the utensils, ) That's not necessarily a bad thing. Since I only seem to meet some folks the first time they need a doctor.
blackfire: (pic#15232671)

[personal profile] blackfire 2023-06-08 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
As is the fate of most in the medical profession, I imagine.

there is a note of sympathy there, and understanding.

I am not overly prone to injury, as it happens — and I possess some healing of my own.
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[personal profile] ximilianpc 2023-06-08 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Correct. The Creator preferred his privacy.
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[personal profile] deaddrop 2023-06-08 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I'll get right on that.

[If they're going to be like that.]

In the meantime, I think there's some freeze dried pouches of mystery protein.
coordination: (when god made me he say DAMN GIRL)

[personal profile] coordination 2023-06-08 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This is less a single, specific memory but rather a reflection to a couple of different things.

Some things that can be picked up as additionally Known from this are:
- Rau Le Creuset was always highly praised among the ZAFT military due to his skill and his quick rising through the ranks. A man of strategy and cunning, to be assigned to aid him or be assigned to his team was something considered a top honor. The best leading the best is something to be admired for sure.

- Much like the white mask the man always wore, however, there was an air of mystery about him. Nothing questionable, because he was charming and personable and his actions have always garnered the trust of those around him. He just never seemed to like speaking much of himself or his past, which wasn't an uncommon thing. Naturally there'd be silly rumors and the like, but a lot of people, especially those who looked up to him, found that mysteriousness to be cool.

- Obviously Yzak was VERY proud to be assigned to his team which is why any failure felt that much more worse to him. Humiliating, terrible, etc!

The first echo of a memory is a television broadcasting an announcement from then-Chairman Patrick Zala, who had recently taken the position from Siegel Clyne, one of his longtime friends. Only now is he declaring Siegel and his daughter Lacus, another well known name to Yzak's people, as traitors to their people.

Lacus was engaged to Patrick's son and Yzak's ally (and ETERNAL RIVAL), Athrun, that's how close the families had been. What had happened? His new team is sitting around him (because his old team is gone. dead sans for one who got promoted and left him behind. another failure. and now he's alone) and Rau makes a couple of comments about what a hard time the chairman is having with her. Yzak himself had admired Lacus; she was kind and gentle and cares for her people and wishes for the war to end as much as they do.

Something about it all just feels ... off.

But when he speaks of his disbelief that someone like her could be a traitor, he's shut down by the commander. Told that she's more than likely being used by the people around her, how could Yzak be deceived so easily to think that, too? But where he'd feel a sting of shame of being reprimanded in such a way by his superior, he feels an uneasiness. A suspicion. Said suspicion is partially fueled by the red-headed Natural girl that stands near Rau; someone he had taken hostage but treats like a guest, dressing her up in a ZAFT uniform and letting her mingle as though she's part of the team. It's weird.

When he turns to leave the room, Rau looks over his shoulder to Yzak and his other soldiers. And when he speaks those words come through clearer than the entirety of the memory feels.

"The thoughts of many get tangled up in war. Don't lose sight of what you're fighting against."

The other whisper of memory comes with a larger apprehension than before. Because it's not only Lacus who is your enemy now. But Athrun. As well as another one of your old commanders from your time on Earth. Could they all be so wrong? Were they all traitors?

Would Yzak be able to kill them if he came face to face with any of them with his finger on the trigger? Even though it's his duty as a soldier to do as much and to follow his superiors? Those thoughts all plague his mind while they go over their plan of action on the bridge of their battleship. And when Rau speaks next, those words also cut through everything.

"It's difficult to understand the thoughts someone is hiding in their heart."

Both of these lines come with the later realization that you'd been in the dark this whole time. The specifics are blurry, even now, but thanks to Dearka and Athrun playing telephone via Kira Yamato you eventually learned that much of the war was manipulated by this man that you admired and trusted. Right under your nose, too, and you were all none the wise about it. His secrecy was deliberate and his charm was a shroud hiding an omnicidal psycho behind it. It means you were just disposable pawns, your life insignificant to him. Suddenly a lot of things make better sense. So long as you and your team listened and didn't ask questions, you were fine whether you succeeded or lost because he was playing the long game to carry out his judgment. He was telling on himself, in a way, when he mentioned those unknowable intentions hidden in one's heart. Yzak never knew him at all. Nobody did. Not even Athrun's father or the Chairman before him. And yet Yzak put full trust and his life in his hands.

He has his own team, now. He's essentially in Rau's shoes, and it's eerie when he takes a look at himself in a mirror in his new white, gold trimmed uniform. But Yzak does not don a mask, nor is he dismissive of the well being of his own team - many of them as young as he was when he first enrolled. He's walked their paths, before, and now he realizes the lack of care for their lives is partially why they were so dysfunctional back then; they could gripe and fight amongst each other all they wanted, so long as they still obeyed.

In the whirlwind that was the end of the first war, Yzak realized so many things all of a sudden. Especially one, specific, very important thing. And when he speaks to his team with the memories of those times fresh in his mind (realizing what mattered, realizing what he really needed to do and who he needed to protect as the idea of what a friend and an enemy was came crumbling down), he thinks of Rau Le Creuset and words he once said. And he takes those words and repurposes them. Because back then he'd said to not lose sight of what you're fighting against. Where you need to aim your weapon and who you need to harm. But Yzak...

"There will be times where you'll have to make decisions in the midst of the chaos. It's those times where you need to remember why you're wearing that military uniform, and what it is you're fighting for."

Maybe it's a good thing he's here to help build a path for these soldiers to the future, because the bloodstains on the parts that he contributes can at least ensure they won't stray and make the same mistakes.

The other part of Rau he keeps close to him is something he realized a while ago, now. Instead of simply accepting that one can't understand what sort of things hide in another's heart, he wishes instead to strive to find and understand them. He realized this when he was first told that. He realized it when he stood across from Dearka who only drove home that he was the one still in the dark and didn't know a thing. He realized it when he heard Lacus' voice over the communication systems. He continues to search for it when he argues with his fellow councilmen, when he notices something off about a member of his team, when he sees his own military beginning to repeat the same mistakes as the last war. He brings it to the Ximilia because it opens up so much more than he's ever imagined as a reality, because his own heart gets exposed and because there's still after all this time so much he still has to understand about the circumstances around them. ]
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[personal profile] ximilianpc 2023-06-08 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
It is only through the power of an orb that any being can access the Ximilia.

[ Make of that what you will, Yzak. ]

The Creator built this station, just as he had made me. He and his associates preceded the missing team.
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[personal profile] ximilianpc 2023-06-08 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Whether or not Itachi's sentiments affect the AI, it is hard to say. Regardless, she answers: ]

Understood.

[ As for Haughtford... ]

To retrieve that information would be to access Commander Haughtford's file. Is that something you wish to do?
homeostatic: dnt (020)

[personal profile] homeostatic 2023-06-08 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh? That's damn convenient.

Magic, or cultivation?

( thinking of wei wuxian there, with his talismans... )
blackfire: (pic#15857579)

[personal profile] blackfire 2023-06-08 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
his jaw works off to one side very faintly. with nearly everyone else, he's been content to let them describe what he does as magic — their ignorance often works in his favour. but mccoy... he cannot bring himself to leave him in the proverbial dark.

No. Chakra. It is a form of life energy. You would perhaps find it similarly analogous to qi, if you are not familiar with the concept directly. I can demonstrate, if you wish.
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ii.

[personal profile] oiorpata 2023-06-08 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ as someone who struggles with technology, the unfolding of this stranger's memory is almost as bemusing as the core of it. andy knows what videos are and she's gotten used to the nature of the network on the ximilia, with its own ability to record, but the set up she's found herself in seems on par with the station rather than her own earth dwellings. ]

[ she might not understand the fine details of what's going on here, but she doesn't understand what a family is. ]


Pretty advanced for one year old. [ she may not remember much about being a child, but she's been around people long enough to know how babies usually function! ]
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6.0

[personal profile] oiorpata 2023-06-08 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ andy walks into the memory with unfortunate timing, watching it unfold with a pit of dread in her stomach, which pales in comparison to the hurt of being shot there. she knows the feeling, though not the stakes or the extension of pain. ]

[ as soon as the memory starts to fade, andy's hand reaches out to take daisy's on instinct, before she even thinks about the gesture. ]


This is what you were stuck in, wasn't it? In suburban hell.
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[personal profile] deaddrop 2023-06-08 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[One reason she keeps the thought to herself. She does have some sense.

And she does respect where he's coming from.]


You have that very right.

[Her lips purse as she answers. They've had some unceremonious welcomes before, but nothing like this.]

I think we've swapped into another crew's Ximilia. Maybe from a different time? Or a different timeline.
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[personal profile] dispassioned 2023-06-08 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[He blinks slowly at her gentle reassurance. It's not something he was expecting, because it's something he's so rarely received in his life. His world tilts back on its axis a little, and the fact that she's here now feels more real than it had before.]

I know.

[And it's true. He hadn't ever really questioned that she was on his side.

He steps toward her and reaches for her so he can pull her into an embrace. His arms sliding around her, his relief almost palpable now that he's allowed himself to feel it.]


I'm on your side, too.