[Leaning back against the pillows, he considers Blue's words with earnestness.]

... Of course I do. I'd want — I want nothing but good days ahead. I'd love for everyone to be happy, and to not suffer, and... I'd like to be there for it. More than anything, I wanna help everyone get past this mess... even if I feel like I caused... I helped cause it by being here in the first place.

[Baby steps. At least he's shifting some of the blame to the actual guilty party there.]