["just" a little while - much to Blue's chagrin more than Yzak's. for as taken by these strong feelings Yzak himself is, Blue is just as much and then some, coupled with the frustrations of being able to wholly embrace and express it as he wishes to. at least, for longer than a little while, there was chance to do exactly that on the mission, but it isn't so now. now, he can only manage "just" a little while, greedily indulging in Yzak's affections, pouring out as much as he can in turn before he's just too tired and can only rest in his lover's arms, murmured apologies shushed and diffused by the stubborn steadfastness of Yzak's care even when deterred.
he wasn't wrong to say as he did: despite the struggle, the sorrow...this isn't simply bearable, it's worthwhile. selfishly so.]
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he wasn't wrong to say as he did: despite the struggle, the sorrow...this isn't simply bearable, it's worthwhile. selfishly so.]