I don't but- I'll try to be strong enough for it anyway.

[She understands the sentiment- and cracks a small smile. Sabriel is the Abhorsen, whether she likes it or not... but that role also involves an obligation to stay alive, at least until she had a replacement ready. Her predecessors had made that very clear, when they'd pulled her out of Death.]

This will end. We'll find a cure, get the orb, and be one step closer to all our goals.

[Hopefully with a minimal amount of death. Sabriel's seen the graveyard, the deaths that have already happened due to the greed of this land's rulers.]