[ Spock looks up again from his drink. This is not something he has spoken on. It is the sort of thing he might have said to his mother if she were still here. She had always been easy to talk to, understanding of his unique needs in ways many Vulcans could not be. ]

I believe he had found a balance between his two worlds that I am unsure I will ever attain with the loss of Vulcan. I do not know if he attained that merely from age or from the humans he chose to surround himself with.