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Newt Geiszler | Pacific Rim ([personal profile] groupiedrifter) wrote in [community profile] ximilialog2022-04-19 10:03 am

[Open] April Catch-All

CHARACTERS: Precursor!Newt (Featuring Normal!Newt) and you!
LOCATION: Ximilia Station
DATE: April, up until next mission!
CONTENT: The precursors settle into their new situation quite nicely. Newt hates all this.
WARNINGS: Possession and emotional manipulation, general icky controlling vibes, discussion of attempted suicide and mental health issues, some body horror in the Law and Newton thread.



I. Welcome Back (Welcome for the First Time) | TELEPORTER ROOM / HALLS

[The mission ends, and there's an emptiness in the precursor's chest at it — not a painful one, not an aching one, but emptiness like a jar with nothing in it to rattle. It's sickly sweet, the conclusion to that battle, but they don't really care about obnoxious, fleeting humanity — or whatever word each planet likes to call it. One of the benefits of being narcissistic sociopaths is side-stepping everyone else who gush and weep and do all of those obnoxious things.

Things that the old Newt would have done, especially. They can feel him like a splinter, squirming uncomfortably in the mental iron maiden they've vice-gripped him into. He's one of those miserable little souls, just like the rest: scared, sad, and terribly alone. They pay him no mind, because he's easy to release and put back as needed.

They appear in the teleportation room, a little blood on their shoe as they sigh out and adjust their collar.

Then they smile, pulling from Newton's muscle memory.]


... Phew! That was a shit show. Totally thought we were gonna bite it when ol' Long Johns floated in, but I can appreciate a happy ending as much as the next guy. Good work, everyone!

[They heft the very heavy duffel on their shoulder, full of goods from Giva and Sedorum, and pat a few shoulders before they leave as everyone else checks in on one another; it's better to just slip away and get to work. They have so many projects they'd like to work on; they can scrap all of Newton's work on regenerative tissues and consider bigger, better ideas with that material.

Mmm, yeah. A little rest would be nice.]


II. All Work and No Play Makes Newton a Dull Boy | LAB

[Newton being in the lab long hours isn't that out of the ordinary, they think. Honestly, none of the other activities seem appealing — movies and communal book-reading, or whatever tedious activities the others prefer. Honestly, they miss focusing their work on dominating the lives of others. Newton's mind is full of great scientific information regarding earth and earth-like technology, but all of his 'pop culture' and music and comic book knowledge really would be best left in the dark, to be used only when they need to blend in.

They promise him that they will be merciful at some point and allow him out. Like how... humans let their dogs out to urinate. Ha! Yes. But not now. Right now, they're busy. Sorry, amigo, but you stay right where you are. They instead focus their hours writing down every bit of information they can about Giva — complex drawings of weaponry and engineering feats they'd seen and scribbled while there. Knowledge of their wings, architecture, the various species they had witnessed. They write about what natural materials the planet of Giva itself seemed to contain. It joins a large stack of spiral notebooks beside him, all labeled BRACCIA, GYEONGJE, BADROCK - all the places they've visited, at least, with every scrap of information they learned. Things Newton could not remember with his limited capacity, they can record rather effortlessly.

The lad really should be on ADHD medication.

Chuckling to themselves, they sit in the too-quiet room, their desk neatly structured. Beside them, they eat from a nutritious plate of steamed vegetables. On occasion, they light a cigarette, smoking as their focus tunnels in on designs they're reworking from scrap and Ximilia supplies.

It's rather peaceful for once.]


III. Out, Out, Damned Spot! | KITCHEN / SUNROOM | (limited to Clara + 3 additional tag-ins)

[You promised, Newt's whiny voice whispers from the depths. You promised to be merciful.

It's been days since they returned, and Newton has shifted between the lab, the mess hall, and their room. On occasion, they visit the liquor cabinet and pour themselves a drink. Not too much, of course; their medication limits such activities. As they sit and swirl around the amber contents, they sigh.

You're impatient, they think back.

Impatient? Newt laughs, strangled and delirious. It's been...

The voice drifts, because he's not sure how long he's been tucked away.

They sigh and lower the drink.

Alright, alright. Don't have an aneurysm, huh? We'll give you a break. A flare of relief bubbles up from the trench they'd left Newton in. They add sternly: But if you act out or try anything, you'll never be allowed out again. Just a stroll, nothing more, nothing less.

Newt floats back up into himself, for a moment. He sits there, feels his limbs working for him. He runs his tongue along the ridges of his teeth, the feeling almost foreign now. The moment his eyes wet, though, his hands move against his will to wipe the wetness away.

Not allowed, they tell him. Don't embarrass yourself.

He almost replies back aloud.

This is a nightmare, but he only has so long, so he abandons the drink where it is and walks through the halls. He looks a little troubled, brow pinched, while he enters the sunroom. The light feels good on his skin, even artificial, and he sucks in a breath and does exactly what he's told: he strolls. Every person he sees, he wants to scream at, shake and explain what's happening. But there's a cold feeling that runs down his spine when he considers such things, as if a gun is at the base of his neck and trails down agonizingly slow to rest under his breastbone.

He looks at his watch. Five minutes have felt like seconds. How long does he get?

It'll be a surprise, they tell him.

He bites the inside of his cheek, uncertain what to do. So he just lingers in one spot, the shadow of a tree's leaves dancing across his face.

This is why freedom's a terrible method of operation, they tell him. You've finally been given it after all this time, and all you can seem to do is stand in place.

He wants to prove them wrong, but... they're right.

He doesn't know what to do.]


IV. All You Can Eat: WILDCARD / STARTER

[If you want something particular, let me know! Or just tag in with whatever you'd like! Plot with me on [plurk.com profile] simpledog or message me if you're not sure about something you'd like to tag in with. I can also make a personalized starter, if there's something in particular you wanna thread! I'm flexible. :Db Precursor!Newt is more often than not switching between lab, kitchen, and his room, with little outreach to his CR. Other than prompt III, he'll seem relatively normal in spirits. Very casual, yanno??? :)]
construing: (ordeals.)

iii. (mention of suicide attempt)

[personal profile] construing 2022-04-19 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Newt?

[ hardly strange to come across another orber in one of two rooms to get sunlight (though her preference remains for the simulation room, and the freedom to bring aboard the new york skyline. the closest thing she has to home.) it's not often, though, that this is their first time coming across one another after one tried to od on pills.

gwen is no longer in black and red. she wears her spider-woman sweatshirt, the hood pulled over her short hair. not quite attempting to pass unnoticed, though she tends to avoid places where familiar faces gather. but she needed food and sunlight, even fake, is better, and she might have kept walking except she can't. venom had kept an eye on him until those last days when everything went sideways. (she wouldn't have been good to reach out. she lacked the capacity, the stability. but seeing him now, she should have messaged him as soon as the pills started working. she should have done that at least.)
]
morethan084: (listening/contemplative)

III 👀

[personal profile] morethan084 2022-04-19 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Daisy is finally starting to feel like herself again, after taking the worlds longest shower and pretty much sleeping the last few days. Entering the sunroom with the intention of doing her morning stretches, Daisy slows to a stop when she spots Newt just standing there. She saw the way he was acting on the network during the mission, but she kept her thoughts to herself instead of calling him out.

Jaw tight, Daisy debates whether to say anything or just completely ignore him.]




morethan084: (scared)

[personal profile] morethan084 2022-04-19 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[She should just let him go. That's what he wanted to begin with, right? She can't seem to stop herself though,]

Wait.

[Daisy takes a step towards him, unsure of what to say but wanted to say something.]
morethan084: (angry/listening)

[personal profile] morethan084 2022-04-19 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
What? No.

[Instantly, all of those feelings of worry, anger, guilt and frustration come bubbling to the surface.]

What is going on with you? I've seen the way you've been acting towards other people. Not cool, Newt.
morethan084: (scared/focused)

[personal profile] morethan084 2022-04-19 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you even know Rosi?

[Yes, that's what had sent her over the edge with what she had seen him say on the network.]

Because I do, and he would never do something like that.
morethan084: (angry/crying)

[personal profile] morethan084 2022-04-19 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
No. You--

[It's not even something Daisy could even imagine Rosi doing. Not ever. A knot forms in her throat as her eyes well up with tears.]

He wouldn't do that.

[She doesn't know why Newt would lie about something like that but, then again, he hasn't been himself for a while now.]
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ii.

[personal profile] firstroar 2022-04-19 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Hello, Newt.

[this is starting to become more frequent - or at least, Blue wishes it to be. a couple days after their collective return, the Mu finds Newt in this familiar place, busy as ever, but...he didn't really expect to.

there was no music to lead him here, so a familiar "scent" of his mind here without it...it's strange.

it's why a specter appears, filling in a little part of the room nearby, his hand held up in the pantomime of greeting Newt had advised he do the first time he appeared before him like this.]
morethan084: (overwhelmed/crying)

[personal profile] morethan084 2022-04-19 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
No, that's not--

[Daisy cuts herself off because he's not wrong, but she can't bring herself to admit it to herself much less him. Inhaling shakily, Daisy looks off to the side briefly.]

This isn't just about Rosi, Newt.

[Her eyes land back on him,]

The way you're talking to people--

[She's said it before and she'll continue to say it.]

This isn't you.
hatejakku: (orly)

III

[personal profile] hatejakku 2022-04-20 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Newton.

[ Unlike many of the others, Finn's largely been left out of the loop that anything may be wrong. He wasn't even on the network those last few days (or maybe week) on the mission, so lost in his mind that he began to willingly isolate himself, too. So... no red flags.

But he has been trying to re-center himself since they got back, and that included being aware of the others on the station. It was impossible not to be aware, usually, but now he was intentionally doing it, making sure he didn't get lost again. Making sure things were... real. Needless to say, he's felt the mental state of many of the others even if he didn't mean to.

And Newton might as well be screaming. Finn's been concerned but hasn't approached, not until he sees him on his own in the Sunlight Room. He strides over, worry in his eyes but the relaxed posture says this is just a casual meeting. ]


Hey, you doing okay?
coordination: (If your "Cool" please teach me to be)

II

[personal profile] coordination 2022-04-20 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ For all of the occasional, emotional mess Yzak Jule can be, he still has a pretty good sense when something feels off. He's a creature of habit and schedule, after all, and part of that is falling into a familiar step along with others and their daily routines here. Newton being in the lab a lot? Not strange, no. But it's the lack of everything else that catches Yzak's attention, and causes him to realize that that something about their particular step is different. Wrong? He wouldn't know how to describe it otherwise.

Enough that it eventually prompts Yzak to seek him out. Newton hadn't seemed in very good spirits in Sedorum; understandable, given what he had told him. But there's also a slight tug to his heart that urges him to do this - the tiniest pang of loneliness from this lack of Newton's usually consistent presence that Yzak has grown accustomed (and attached) to. ]


Hey.

[ He calls out in greeting after he pokes his head in, unsurprised to see Newton here again, and steps into the lab. ]
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[personal profile] firstroar 2022-04-20 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
[the hand lowers once he's acknowledged, and the placid expression is gradually replaced with one knit with concern and the plain show that he's skimming the surface-level emotions given him.]

Somehow...I hadn't been aware you were in here. How long have you been in this room?

There was no music...
lateness: (o78)

i-ish.

[personal profile] lateness 2022-04-20 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ The Doctor is, admittedly, a part of that congregation of hugging, greeting, and generally good spirits-ing crew members, having returned to the station in one piece, albeit a bit scraped and bruised and dirty. Still, it was a marvelous job well done, and he got himself a new hat to boot. Well. 'Hat', he says, but it's more of a helmet, once he gets the hang of the way it sort of drapes across his shoulders when open; either way, it's very cool. (And Ruvilor was more than happy to let it go, even offered him the rest of his armour too. He wouldn't need it in that new world, after all.

The Doctor, politely, declined.)

When all pleasantries are said and done, the Doctor breaks from the crowd and takes note of the rather heavy bag slung over Newt's shoulders. And he takes note of the way Newt hasn't stuck around for very long for the congratulations and ideas for celebrations either.

Well, it was a tough mission; it could shake any human up. It'd even had something of an effect on him, and he's an alien with two hearts, pushing somewhere over 2,000 years old now.

Putting a little more urgency into his step, the Doctor moves to catch up to his friend, clearing his throat. ]


Now, where do you think you're going, eh? No pizza parties this time? I did love the last one. Pizza. Ah, yes, this mouth's got quite the taste for it, it turns out.

[ Hello, Newt. He keeps his hands in his pockets but his long legs make the strides necessary to step into pace with the other man. He gestures to the duffel with his chin. ]

Need a hand? That looks heavy.
callada: (beware the silent observer)

II

[personal profile] callada 2022-04-20 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[The smell of smoke drifting from the lab is different. Enough to get Rosinante to open the door, curious as to what's going on in here anyway these days.

He hobbles his way into the lab, bandaged and bruised but clean, finally. He's supposed to go get something to eat, and he will, but now this drop-in feels like more of a priority when he sees Newton at the back of the room from where he stands, busy with some notebooks.

He clears his throat. His voice is still a little hoarse, mostly from the yelling that had to be done over the noise of the conflict on Giva as he corralled innocents and fought off the occasional Taean bent on revenge. In fact, Newt knows a thing or two about that, doesn't he?]


Got a moment?
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iii

[personal profile] bossily 2022-04-20 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
Newt?

[Clara's out in the sunlight room during what counts as night, enjoying the simulated stars that swirl overhead. She's been relatively oblivious to the people that come and go, laying sprawled out in the grass. But there's something about Newt's presence that always draws her in, and she sits up when she seems to sense that he's nearby.

He's just standing there, which isn't entirely like him. She's been worried about him for a while, and this does nothing to make her stop being concerned. With his newfound interest in having space and wanting to withdraw from everyone, his name comes out soft but still warm and inviting as ever. He's still her Newt, no matter what. And she cares about him enough to not let him withdraw completely from her.
]

Come sit with me.

[There's plenty of room to sprawl out in the grass beside her.]
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II.

[personal profile] spacedisaster 2022-04-20 10:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's when Peter can't find him anywhere else that he goes to the lab, and really, he should have looked for Newt there first. It was practically the man's territory. He spots him hard at work, writing down notes, and decides to wait since the scientist is clearly busy. And so, Peter leaves and comes back an hour later, only to find newt in the same position, his stack of notebooks has grown since the last time he was here. There is something off with all this, Peter can't quite place what it is. So he leaves again, this time to go to the kitchen, and comes back with two coffees. Or rather, a coffee for Newt and a beverage for himself that is more sugar than caffeine. Peter taps on the doorframe with his foot and walks in, giving his friend a tired smile. ]

Ey Newt! Whatcha doing here for so long? I brought you something.

[ It's still odd to see Newton without his signature glasses, but perhaps the man wanted a change of looks. Peter himself has gone the opposite direction while he's been part of the Ximilia's crew, his hair now a little longer and therefore wavier, and his beard more scruffy. He frowns again at the silence that follows his question, and then it dawns on him what is really off about the scene. There's no music blasting, no Newton singing under his breath or tapping his foot. ]

No rocking out while you work? Who are you, and what have you done to Newton Geiszler? [ It's said as a joke, of course, but who can tell if the Precursors would understand one even if it slapped them in the face. ]

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