Not a clue. I don't want to forget, but it's a real possibility. Go home, something's changed, but you'd never know it could ever have been different. Never knew you were even gone.

[Talk about deeply unsettling, but it seems as possible as going home and remembering until someone says otherwise.]

Might be worth asking Viveca or the Commander, though, you're right. Just in case they decide to share information for once.