[ whether it's for loyalty or a price or even just survival. joining ctac seemed like it carried an honorable purpose but it took about twenty-eight years before he realized all the lies they'd poisoned his mind with, how desperate he'd been just to want to belong somewhere, to do something for a better cause.
what a fucking idiot he'd been.
but he looks at her with her words. tried. ]
Guess it couldn't leave you, huh? [ the violence. once it's there, it never goes away. not really. ]
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[ whether it's for loyalty or a price or even just survival. joining ctac seemed like it carried an honorable purpose but it took about twenty-eight years before he realized all the lies they'd poisoned his mind with, how desperate he'd been just to want to belong somewhere, to do something for a better cause.
what a fucking idiot he'd been.
but he looks at her with her words. tried. ]
Guess it couldn't leave you, huh? [ the violence. once it's there, it never goes away. not really. ]