[Blue hums a soft sound of agreement, but it's clear he's still holding himself up to a high standard out of a mix of worry for his friends and a desperation to prove himself - that he can still help these people, spare them from another more torturous time stranded here. even knowing his limits doesn't make that want any less - it's only natural.]

This is...why we are here. But...I think that extended time...awake on that station... [his mouth tugs.] It's spoiled me a little. I want to go back. I want...everyone to be back there instead. [he shakes his head.] But that won't...help everyone fulfill their wishes, will it.

[but more and more, his wishes are changing. the regrets fueling them, changing - almost as fast as he's fading! more than ever, things are moving...so very, very fast.]